aku tiada jawapan

banyak soalan sudah terjawab..
banyak juga yang belum terjawab...
banyak jawapan yang kurang terjawab...
banyak soalan yang tak perlu jawapan
ada jawapan yang tidak perlu disoal
ada soalan yang tak perlu disoal....


hanya aku & engkau atur ketika / masa / detik / saat .... :(


"she's my friend, she's my wife"

Seems ship doesnt sank if u know how to sail it to the shore.

Seem life also drive us to same way. Love, didnt count who we are, what we are. Just know how to tackle, u will have the heart.
My day often to have 8 hours spent in the office, have a chat with staf unit. Lots of us, shared lots of things - some bring the issue of money, love,asset, their kids......

BUT mostly for me, the topic of companion / loveship seems more likely to hear.

We love "genderism" debate. We can see who are love to be opponent / our side.

Guys vs Ladies.

Provocative.

Issue had pointed out, the arguementation and it start.

but, seem LOVE topic is the best. In the end, u may find conclusion > to get better and lifeful partner, is the one who love critism + give attention + spend a night beside you (muslim: the wife/husband).

that, the both party agreed.

Love to hear from my colleaque, the man and papa-wanna-be > "you want to know who my BFF now? she is my wife. She is my friend"

:)    sigh - happy

moron

who?

myself and i?
me in the mirror?

i dunno, today.....i feel loser. Like dissable to be "someone" and day by day, i turn to be "no one".

funny right? yeah....soemtimes i think.... how often people "salut" on us(respect)...and until what climax, people will irrespect us, or assuming all bad thing about us.

u feel threaten? u feel uncomfort? (ya allah, tenangkan hambamu ini. Pelihara akhlakku dari bercakap yang buruk atau jadi pemarah..amin)

Its simple, if you able/ capable to screen people who come as devil talk/ or an angel whisperer....
We not oblinge to that. Naturally. But as we grow and squeeze tightly our random speak, we felt the ionizing surround by soothing / calming / heating.

Wednesday seems best day for popcorn time - cinema. Even status change, from school/university/working....Wednesday still bring me the mood relax n sunny tanned feeling. I dunno why n how this could happened. But, undenial, yes. I felt that way. Maybe "once upon a time, its a routine".

popocron at home better. (Yeah..got one more pack instant popcorn inside the fridge from Jakarta)

-jiwa mati-

Curfew the time,pause the waste

Its not a ryhme. I wont makes my life complicated this time. Everything now have to make it easy.
It must have way. It must have good faith.
Just thanks and belief. Dont push or punish yourself for something that 50/50 irrepond. not confidence. Just do, what u 50.1% convince and confidence. This lead you to success.

when i was kids, in schoool, many teachers say " life path is not easy..have to struggle more"
or in Bahasa said "lentur buluh biar dari rebungnya". I understand now. I admit now.
Just an understanding as my age turn 30th. How bout when i grow more older, be one of white hair clan.
Seating more often.
Sudden appear in mind, hows life can be easy as all humans want? Seem live in Eden. Live life. Good care. Good health. Good karma. All pray for that, not death. As what i always think, now i got husband. Who live together. Who i live and death together. But the timepiece of we and god, we dunno. Its call Qada & Qada'.

I pray more, i dream more nowadays, as my MLS team took more specificly salouette photo, white shady and shiny sunny, with this good turn out, it bring me lot of dreamy brizzy.
Haha. Laugh me more. I dunno what should i do, what should i shared. But it was great as month runs quick and much down turns.

Everyday, woke up in the morning, think nothing else. Put myself in dress and go to work. As i'm so thankful i got this job. As lots of my friend struggle to get the same post, same field in this huge colony. Yup we fight. I am fight. As to compared others "friend" luxe. Gap scale > far too live. The way they dress and the way i am dress, wow......
better be NOT, i stay away.
Not even seal or wrap in plactic or simili paper. Just a piece of kurung,normal tailored and cheapscake scarft. Not nice and no expensive box.
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Addicted? to what? yeah..its habit. As less time to have for window shopping for mall and buildings, i accept myself now as " blogger winshop lover". How it sound?
 yeah... put aside airasia.com away. No more climax for that. Now the NEW me, give an average of good updates.
Giving me thousand courage to saving and target on spending more.
Its a good time. The courage teach u, how to decipline and accept the NEED and be GREEDY- just joke.
excellent. But same item, more less than others. Be a smart buyer.

I just wear and shopping of NEED. Not desire.

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"Jamie save mylife....and i always missed her.
The love is like a wind. I cant feel it. But i can feel it - Walk to remember"

yeah...its work

As i remember,
re-post the the vids of my wedding, my BV frens, they advised to NAKED fight was the best solution for "couple-marriage fighting or arguement or whatever"

yes, they're RIGHT

splendid

wink *


(smile)

play word today

BREAK
TEAR
TORN
FADE
HAZE
GLIMPSE
CRACK
SANK

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what u think those words?

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MEADOW
SHADOW
MELLOW
SHALLOW
SLOW
YELLOW

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against this words?