bye Syawal..welcome third semester of 2013
HI SEPTEMBER...
today 2nd sept, start new Monday first week of September. New breath, new spirit.. (am I?)
my ticklish boy, Ian Harith will turn 5Months old this Sep 6th.
last two weeks- he able to stood up straight his neck and his elbow stand strong too...
An engine to start crawling. Improvement!! yeay
yesterday weekend, what I noticed, he poo poo more than once a-day... good hah? detoxified huh?
ha ha
and of course, the lasting love had in me that bring me smiles + laugh, his mumbling and laughing tickle ... wow! if I can afford, I will buy a lasting recording camera, that can save every single move/step/acting..... and keep as secret stuff in my chamber.
da da da...
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routine still the same routine. But, for this coming two month, I will expressed my one-off routine that travel by two, turn to travel alone.
But, I wish not that deep loner overshadow every single things I wanna do.
keep it low..keep it up....
some bring us to diversify which suppose to up mood and NOT...
My Army will take a short break / off his work for next two month SEPT-OCT... As the speedy healed of MIL was under control by home-nursing service, HUKM..I wish her will getting better soon.
insya allah
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whats the next trip troop of my calendar?
mmm, my office family day will happen on next 6-8 Sep at Thistle PD...
My bff BV Eelar and Yusman solem on 7 Sep...
my sister abroad course in Bandung university 7- 15 Sep
My Army shooting for wedding Jakarta + Bali 5- 12 Sep.....
OZ trip + visiting ... oct
:) coming to post box soon.... cant wait back to write my own secret journal.
tq for daddee of Ian www.mazelensastudio.com
final week of Ramadhan 1434
Unintended
alhamdullillah what should I say..
thank you for greater creator Allah SWT for rewarded me the Holy Ramadhani with loved people surround.
Ian my boy, my love, my heart, my blood, my dignity...... as I always whispered to my son while he sleeping
"Ian keep strong, Mommy more strong."
blissed & blessed
amin
Passport day for Ian 26Jul
Photoshoot for my workplace...
Captured Iftar playtime Ian and My Army 03Aug
Angpau designed by my Tourism Office...
mid-Ramadhan
kejap je mase berjalan......
dah middle of Ramadhan...
manage jugak buat 2 kali terawih..
Start Ramadhan with some crisis- internal and I managed to settle it down before it getting worst and more complicated- especially understanding..
if I could tell Ian-my son, I think the leftover and hurtful feeling easy to throw away..
the hurt
the misunderstood
the miserable condition
the unfinished history
repeated hated
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wow... I think I wont fasting and celebrate Ramadhan.. :)
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May the world and people surround bring peace and love
Not all contemplate- to be easy
Not all goes like we wish
Not all comes as lovely as bouquet
But, Redha,pray and be good for everybody
I knew I did hurted someone
I know some unwise thought, I bring anger to someone
I know I cant inhere for someone who need me
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but truthful, I am trying to be the as good as one
mommy-wife-worker-friend-daughter
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Weekenders with Little Masham Ian
Boring time at Office in Ramadhan - straight look
Left posed
Right posed
you are my flesh & my blood... Ian Harith
Today 10July - first Ramadhan. Begin with good weather and half-wind mood. Ian turn 96days today.... how excited I am as he turn to do bubble saliva, looking straight to us, smiling at me, groaning, bossy and cheeky face.... so adorable and handsome....
wish all dear bloggers / readers happy Ramadhan 2013
follow Babycenter.com there are 7 signs your child love you :
1.She stares into your eyes: Newborns love to look at faces, and yours is her favorite. That soulful gaze is a hardwired survival instinct designed to attract love and attention from a caregiver, says neuroscientist Lise Eliot.
2. He recognizes your smell: Given the choice between a dozen fragrant roses and your sweaty, milk-stained T-shirt, your baby will go for the shirt every time. "Even a 1-week-old will turn his head toward a breast pad soaked with his mother's milk," says Eliot. To your newborn, nothing smells sweeter than you.
3.She smiles at you: The first time your baby gives you a true, fabulous grin is a magical moment. It's her way of saying "I love you."
4.He talks to you: Your baby's very earliest coos will be directed at you or another trusted caregiver, says Eliot – he won't start by talking to himself. He'll use this early language (called protoconversation) to engage with you, so answer back! You're both laying the groundwork for real conversation later.
5.She wants you around: About halfway through your baby's first year, you'll notice that she's not happy with your absence. She may scrunch up her face or cry when you step out of the room, and she'll smile upon your return – a sign of her growing attachment.
6.He shares your interests: Whether it's a display of holiday lights or the dirty laundry, if you scrutinize it, your baby will do the same. Called mutual attention, this behavior can start when your baby is just a few months old, but it's more pronounced at 9 to 12 months. "It's a sign that your child is engaged with you and values what you're paying attention to," says pediatrician Harvey Karp.
7.She uses you as a shield: Don't be surprised if your baby buries her head in your chest when someone new appears on the scene. "Stranger anxiety" is a normal phase, and turning to you for protection means your baby loves you and trusts you to keep her safe.
lirik pickable
Ku dengar kau cinta sangat padanya
Ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya
Dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati
Aku menjadi sahabatmu
Ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya
Dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati
Aku menjadi sahabatmu
Siksanya mengakui kau teman biasa
Terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya
Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama
Terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya
Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama
Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan
Aku tak mampu pertahankan
Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu
Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama
Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan
Aku tak mampu pertahankan
Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu, bersamamu
Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu
hafiz : Bahgiamu deritaku
"you say it best when u'll say nothing at all" - Ronan Keating
lyrics...
just an old song written and sung by Ronan Keating.
Todays updated, 17th of June was my first day back to office after my 3 months confinement. I drove today as to practice my driving skills. Sharing car with husband may say- a lovely time spend together. Chit chatting or giving opinion on others. Its call independence couple. Working like robot. Depends. But as workoholic husband type - LIKE HIM, i prefer to drive morning. So he can sleep or get little nap. (He almost night get in bed 3am- pity).
With understanding, tolerate and negotiaiting is A MUST between us.
its now 3pm...
and i'm in going to process handover back all the task that pending or unfinished.
Whats new?
- my status to "mommy"
- my energy > gain
- my unit > new colleagues
- my office name change to KPK
- my baby turn 73 days old
- i'm started to wear fully covered hijab
- Baby Ian away from me more than half day as i already return to work
- and today cant wait to do gym with my Army. New activity. Yeay
-to be continue-
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