my name.......

aaarrkkhh...errkkhh... let me out!

let me out!

Saturday 23 July 2011. 4:30 pm. At last, the windows open,and here i can hardly wait. Finally the guy hated the most 9 month- that always wakes me up- always say "hello" to me, i met him at last. My lovely father, Mr. Madhar, abviously, he a gentleman guy and calm-face. Tickle me. Cant wait to karate him some more, BUT.....next time, when my lesson of kicking and walking becoming more excellence.Without knowing, i always kicked him from inside.

Mom kiss and cuddle me. Wow, i can still felt the tender love from a mother. Thank you mum. Bring me together into this world. The weighting of me 3.1kilos. Pity her. But i pray, we had better life and more brighter.

I cant see anything. I cant reach anything by my own hand. What i knew, i alive. My body been place in one type of cube-bed, restly breathing. I stretching my hands and legs. My eyes can go right and left. WOW!

I can hear. All said that my eyes like puncher Mr.Madhar. But no mirrors. I know i will smile and handsome like daddy and gud-kind bahaviour like moms. Hehe...

And before ended, proudly i introduced my self, I'm Nurul Bathrisya Is'ad bin Mahadhar. An i already turn 5days old.

until next!

HOLY month at last

finally, moon,sun,shine,rise..... the holy month will coming next. The ramadhan. its kindda of exciting and its kindda cant wait for next trailler. In belief as muslim, Holy month of ramadhan bring us a thousand relief and we're sin-less. Thank you ya allah ya rahman, ya rahim.
Give me chance once again to feel the "mightyful" of ramadhan with a new person in my life, My husband. For the seventh month of married, we still "emptiness" of new person in our marriage. But its ok, we'll give a try. My pray always there. Maybe, there's a thoughtful secret hidden fo all happens :)
Me and Him, just two of us. But, historically, me and him already third year celebrating Ramadhan together. But, minus 2009. Because he with someone else, comsi comsa, five or six times we break-fast and jalan2 cari makan together. Can we count that (ctrl SAVE) ??? he he... Year of 2010: our intimacy bring us to engage. As my parent far far away, used to breaking fasting at his house lah.
Thsi year 2011 .. mmmmmm, wish my "red-light flag" didnt booze longer. Wish less. Coz ONLY womens know how disaster to repay it.
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ok, times to go back easrly today. Only me and my little sister left in malaysia. My parent and Along vacay to India. Wish them had good time and safely return.

~ to be continue

july is coming....

Latest update dari blog diri aku ni, for last eng-of-jun sampailah awal Julai ni, not so much. Coz jadual mazelensa, july agak kurang. Seasonal katakan. Last 25 jun, kami dua bertolak awal pagi ke arah sabak bernam. Historically, sabak bernam ni sekolah rendah kedua selepas kluar maktab. First school, Langkawi (dimana jumpe bapaku- dating le tu). Then moved to Selangor. Mase tu along - biggy sisterku, nak dilahirkan. Tapi zaman tu, problem betul areas sabak ni, xde air. So, rushing drive back to Penang. Bersalin kat situ. Back to journey, mmg wild wild west. Jauh betul lah. Aduhai, kalau x kerna job yang memberi rezeki, maleh nak pergi. Ni kerna jiran tetangga in-law ku lah. So, layan jerrr.

Bali trip >> It was great. four days and less 96 hours we're in Bali Island.

But they stealed our heart. The needs was occupy. Hotel, driver, entertaiment,money-flow,food,syeesya,weather, all-killed us. Awesome.

It was absolutely called getaway, coz its like adrinaline pumped into ur brain direct through. Quick decision making and fast-moved. We tried to fill in all the dreaming suits to the minutes& seconds given.

When we're together like this,more focus,more thighten the world,i love the adventure, love the argumentation, loved the negotiation, loved the timing we had.

I had him. But sometimes, i want him to had me. There was a time when travel with ur buddy, feel more homie than ever. Feel more cloudy then norm. But, as long as u call "HE IS YOUR BUDDY" .. kiranyer, rapat and ngam lah tu :)

caterpillar turn to DIE or Beauty moth?

wow.... tertibe plak subject headline story aku mcm "sesuatu" je.... ha ha...actualy xde lah. Aku kan free-timer blogger. Isian yang perlu dan tak perlu. Ntah lah. Ade yang luahan hati, ade yang x berisi. Sesiaper pun boleh jadi hakim, pengkritik untuk blog aku. Korang pun ade gak time duduk saje mcm aku nih. Bukan semuer mase korang busy. Yer tak?

"butterfly" mmm.... nape lah subject aku ttg menatang ni? sesape kenal aku, diaorg tau "butterfly" tu slalunye siapa.

Diaorg tau sape "obses ngan butterfly".. mmmmm..sang rama-rama. Tapi banyak jugak kehidupan kite ni berkaitan ngan rama-rama. Ade yang rerama malam2..oh, silap. Org panggil diaorg tu, kupu-kupu malam.

nape lah ko dikatakan cantik. Maybe, sayap luaran ko sahaja. Dalaman, cantik ke ko nih? hidup ko pun cantik ker? dari hujung sunggut ke hujung kaki ko yang bebulu tu, cantik ker? xde cacat?

ish ish... kalu aku pikir persoalan binatang ni, buat aku berbalah dgn diri sendiri. Buat bodo je lah.

Hakikatnye, rama-rama ni cantik pun hidup kejap. Metamorphosis rama-rama ni cukup sifat. 4 stages. Dari telur> beluncas > pupa > rama-rama yang cantik. magnifique kan? huhu :)

ladies says

maryam art finger says :

"i need a castle" - maybe this the spirit word for her to enchance her life. She too ambitious?

i guess each people living on this earth, deserved.

skinny yash says :

"ade aku kisah?" - mmm, this kindda ignoring word. She knew what she say it. She knew what will coming. She dare to face anything comes ahead. The challenge is everywhere. She tough.

evafarah (my cousin) says :

"kalu xde saving, nak hidup pun payah" - its kindda harsh a bit. But its reality. She too concerned on her money. She a moneywise type of person. But then, her money flow goes well.

my mak says :

"semayang dak?" - She love saying that. No other question.

But, the words, means everything. Even she far, even she closed, she always remind me that. Thank you.

Azealea says :

"Life is like rollercoaster- sometimes bring us up and sometime down" - yeah.. thats a good advice from closed friend to upset friend. Even its via sms, no shoulder to cry-on, but I RECEIVED! DELIVERED!

Marina (officemate) says :

" Tutup je mata,buat tak kesah jer" she tried to make me understand, in reality many thing we love to see and many thing we avoid to see. When it turn sickening, try to ignore. Dun sharpen the view. Make it blur ~

My says :

"i believe my instinct!" this the powerful word only for myself. To ignore, to protect, to belief, to survive day by day,coz i knew it show me the way-the path that i never dream, the route i never walk, the journey i never walk.

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free time

Monday moonday comes again...filled-up my blog. Just reminder and memory. Cant erased right?It seem useless not loading photo taken. So, just browse up....

xoxo says : both them also newly married bride n groom. My long long miles pal from sunrise country, Hamamatsu, Japan. We met last 2006 at KLIA. Luvly couple aite?They plan visiting KL again. Wish they ON with this plan :)

xoxo says : the most PRECIOUS stuf in my saving...... luv it. Coz my army choose this to fill my desire.

xoxo says : with my body guards in all event..who say i cant have ONE? :p

xoxo says : billabongians (except me)