Mungkin ini tertulis oleh Mu yg maha esa

Ini takdir..

Ini yg tertulis

Sudah 37minggu.. Aku cuba kuat

Banyak cabaran...

Sungguh diduga..

Mungkin bukan diriku yg dia cintai

Aku redha

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Jika jalan perpisahan, telah ditulis...aku terima

Jika hanya dugaan sementara, Allah juga aturkan penyatuan

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Tapi yg pasti, diriku amat HINA disisinya~  ya allah 

Kuatkanlah aku,demi anak anakku  :(

untuk apa?

 

kini ku tahu bila cinta
tak bertumpu pada status
semua orang tahu bila
kita sepasang kekasih
namun status tak menjamin cinta

 

kini ku tahu bila cinta
tak bertumpu pada lidah
lidah bisa berkata
namun hati tak sejalan
kata-kata tak menjamin cinta oh

 

untuk apa
untuk apa cinta tanpa kejujuran
untuk apa cinta tanpa perbuatan
tak ada artinya

 

untuk apa
untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta

 

kini ku tahu bila cinta tak bertumpu pada lidah
lidah bisa berkata namun hati tak sejalan
kata-kata tak menjamin cinta oh

 

untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa kejujuran
untuk apa cinta tanpa perbuatan, tak ada artinya
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta

 

untuk apa kita pertahankan

untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta, untuk apa

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8nFvZEI6Ec

 

:(

maudy ayunda...................................... counting time

not Rihanna songs please ~

"What Now"

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying,
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing

Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why So what now?

for muslim, everyday is Mother's day

 

 

staying strong............ no body cares about you #34weeks #lonelypregnantlady

distance

 

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
And how long can we keep this up, up, up? 
Please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you'll understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?
 
Make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
How long 'til we call this love, love, love?

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passenger~

"Let Her Go"

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go .......

He said 17.04

"Kamu harus sabar & byk mendekati Allah"

"Lakukan yg sunat jika mampu. Allah swt pasti ada jalan yg terbaik bagi kamu"

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Baiklah. Terima kasih si penasihat~