ButterFleet

Deceiving

In relationship

Better if,

We both are friend.... Lively & lovely

But

In us,we dont have it

Its ok. I'll better walk-away

#day29nia

Who need space?

Everyone does

...

The one u hurt

The one who's hurting

...

For me

How?

#day28Nia

Undecided

Ya allah

Things still undone

And it wont be done, if i didnt do something

Y i have to face this?

Oh holy syawal

The cherish syawal was never be the same again~

Bye bye ramadhan

#ramadhandontgo #scarestthingever #alone #loser #syawal2015

Waiting.. Waiting..

Now masa yg aku tunggu,tiba...

My little princess.. Miss Nia.

Syukur padamu ya Allah.. Now keluarga yg ku bina 3+1

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Namun, aku masih ada SATU lagi agenda yang belum selesai :(

This agenda was the 2nd major thinggy of my life..

I can't pray / sujood to u Ya Allah. But, i can warmth my dhua to u...

How my journey story? How u write it?

I can forgive to someone, but my mind keep recall. Makes the anger n drama recall.

Cant forget....

I try try try try, even until today, the joyous day of Nia on my arm

BUT ~

;( Oh my 2nd chapter...

I belief u write the best, kun fayakun

Sigh~

Mungkin ini tertulis oleh Mu yg maha esa

Ini takdir..

Ini yg tertulis

Sudah 37minggu.. Aku cuba kuat

Banyak cabaran...

Sungguh diduga..

Mungkin bukan diriku yg dia cintai

Aku redha

........

Jika jalan perpisahan, telah ditulis...aku terima

Jika hanya dugaan sementara, Allah juga aturkan penyatuan

.....

Tapi yg pasti, diriku amat HINA disisinya~ ya allah

Kuatkanlah aku,demi anak anakku :(

untuk apa?

kini ku tahu bila cinta
tak bertumpu pada status
semua orang tahu bila
kita sepasang kekasih
namun status tak menjamin cinta

kini ku tahu bila cinta
tak bertumpu pada lidah
lidah bisa berkata
namun hati tak sejalan
kata-kata tak menjamin cinta oh

untuk apa
untuk apa cinta tanpa kejujuran
untuk apa cinta tanpa perbuatan
tak ada artinya

untuk apa
untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta

kini ku tahu bila cinta tak bertumpu pada lidah
lidah bisa berkata namun hati tak sejalan
kata-kata tak menjamin cinta oh

untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa kejujuran
untuk apa cinta tanpa perbuatan, tak ada artinya
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta

untuk apa kita pertahankan

untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta, untuk apa

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8nFvZEI6Ec

maudy ayunda...................................... counting time

not Rihanna songs please ~

"What Now"

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying,
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing

Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why So what now?