untuk apa?

 
kini ku tahu bila cinta
tak bertumpu pada status
semua orang tahu bila
kita sepasang kekasih
namun status tak menjamin cinta
 
kini ku tahu bila cinta
tak bertumpu pada lidah
lidah bisa berkata
namun hati tak sejalan
kata-kata tak menjamin cinta oh
 
untuk apa
untuk apa cinta tanpa kejujuran
untuk apa cinta tanpa perbuatan
tak ada artinya
 
untuk apa
untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan
bila sudah tak lagi cinta
 
kini ku tahu bila cinta tak bertumpu pada lidah
lidah bisa berkata namun hati tak sejalan
kata-kata tak menjamin cinta oh
 
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa kejujuran
untuk apa cinta tanpa perbuatan, tak ada artinya
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta
 
untuk apa kita pertahankan
untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta

untuk apa, untuk apa cinta tanpa pembuktian
untuk apa status kita pertahankan bila sudah tak lagi cinta, untuk apa
 
 
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maudy ayunda...................................... counting time

not Rihanna songs please ~

"What Now"
I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying,
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing

Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
So what now?

for muslim, everyday is Mother's day




 
 
staying strong............ no body cares about you #34weeks #lonelypregnantlady