after May coming is June

(sun stil rise-up)
Start my typing at 8.00am 21st of May in front of my office pc.... a lil early to office. Still light-off. Mmmm,Let story bout yesterday:

yesterday was adik birthday and Qada' fastime for me.

Ergghh, kindda hungry greedy when it come to 3pm...think of what to eat.

What can appetited me up. What high-up my tempted mood to swallow-in :)

as what i planned with along, pick her in office and go to Bangi,

But >> heavy rain at 4-5pm. Cancelled that, and focus on my next meals BREAK THE FASTING..... mmm... what to eat, what to drink ,where to go........alone? or ask myARMy

(ask my ARMy opinion?mmm..he had no idea oso i guess).

Drive to Bangsar (Nirvana Indian Vege?) or drive to The curve (get the pancakes?)

onetime ask my ARMy to go, he kindda disagree (i thought something positive-bz maybe.........) and while at carparking, ask again - coz i want him be with me....he's kindda say YES/NO ... :( frustrating

but at last, he jump into my car......and we drive to the curve

as what tempting me is Paddington house of PANCAKE(recommended by ofilet), but as went with him ~ cancelled that stupid idea - just tapau

http://www.paddingtonpancakes.com/

we had our dinne rat IKEA restaurante - meatbols + pasta vegetarian

azan at 7.25pm.......

http://www.ikea.com.my/en/service/store-services/restaurant.asp

we leaving at 7.50 (i dunno why kindda of rushing) :(

be happy ! be happy ! as i safely arrived at Sri Rampai and do same routine as sister..............................

Writing Theraphy (wikipedia)

Writing therapy is a form of expressive therapy that uses the act of writing and processing the written word as therapy. Writing therapy posits that writing one's feelings gradually eases pain and strengthens the immune system.[1] Writing therapeutically can take place individually or in a group and it can be administered in person with a therapist or remotely through mailing or the Internet.The field of writing therapy includes many practitioners in a variety of settings. The therapy is usually administered by a therapist or counsellor. A comprehensive fictional account of the process of recovery through writing can be found in the novel Writing Therapy,[2] by Tim Atkinson. Several interventions exist on-line, writing group leaders work in hospitals with patients dealing with their mental and physical illnesses and in university departments aiding student self-awareness and self-development. When administered at a distance it is useful for those who prefer to remain personally anonymous and are not ready to disclose their most private thoughts and anxieties in a face to face situation.
writing via internet
Currently the most widely used mode of Internet writing therapy is via e-mail (see analytic psychotherapist Nathan Field's paper The Therapeutic Action of Writing in Self-Disclosure and Self-Expression[1]). It is asynchronous; i.e. messages are passed between therapist and client within an agreed time frame, say one week, but at any time within that week. Where both parties remain anonymous the client benefits from the "disinhibition" effect; that is to say, feels freer to disclose memories, thoughts and feelings that they might withhold in a face-to-face situation.

Boobylicious & Bootylicious

8.30pm (friday 7 May) pink + black + bow... (theme for this party)
after work, all run to DRB Park Hotel in the center of Kuala Lumpur City. As what we plan, all seem ready inside the room. Accept : sash for both HEN's :) time running fast. As notified BV clans : only YASH & IEDA cannot make it to this party.... we lost two more hanky wanky voices... huhu :) 10.10pm on my watch : the both bride been eyesfolded. Thanks to Mr.Fendi, help us for special room rate at DRB park & make the surprise run clean...i luv do this! ha ha ha :P
I cudnt forgot how Deana trapping herself as blinded girl. Screaming n mumbling :) ha!ha!ha!
Azelea handle w lovely Crsytal at BBQ party.
Thanks girl for making my MAY month became hilarious... thanks FB source of connecting us :)
[what a word??] kisses XOXO for excellent job : Azealea, Hannah, Ofilia, Anfal, Yams, Feena and our luvly BV becoming bride Deana (Boobylicious) & Crystal (bootylicious)12.10am all ready with luvly pinky's dress.... get few shots move inside and pimp to mobil heading to PULSE at Bkt Bintang. Live band from aussy perfomed that nite. Luvly. My both feet kill me as i borrow size 4 heels of Hannah. Damn ~ cant be happy feet that day... huhu :P
2.50am... go back to hotel. Our bride Crystal half fever n didnt move much,while wild deana, HEAD-ACHE!!!!!!! he he he he.... ZzZz AT 4.00 am...
10.20am 08May 2010 wake up .... bfast croissant[yam steal it from f&b down there) gud girl!
11.30am went for swim. Play "one more thing game" ha ha ha.... crazy yam!
2.30pm check out >> continue routine as girlfren with my ARMy.....click! click!

i LOVE my MAK :)

u always in My heart mak.....

Apology me for the mistake i've done
&
i'm thankful for making my life complete with your bless :)

:: Light Up ::

I’ll sing it one last time for you, then we really have to go.
You’ve been the only thing that’s right in all I’ve done.
*******
And I can barely look at you, but every single time I do
I know we’ll make it anywhere, away from here.
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Light up, light up as if you have a choice.
Even if you cannot hear my voice, I’ll be right beside you, dear.
********
Louder, louder, and we’ll run for our lives.
I can hardly speak; I understand why you can’t raise your voice to say..
********
To think I might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry.
And as we say our long goodbye, I nearly do…
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Light up, light up as if you have a choice.
Even if you cannot hear my voice, I’ll be right beside you, dear.
*********
Louder, louder, and we’ll run for our lives.
I can hardly speak; I understand why you can’t raise your voice to say..
**********
Slower, slower; we don’t have time for that.
All I want is to find an easier way to get out of our little heads.
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Have heart, my dear, we’re bound to be afraid.
Even if it’s just for a few days, making up for all this mess.
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Light up, light up as if you have a choice.
Even if you cannot hear my voice, I’ll be right beside you, dear.