after what happen

After what happen, as already happen, and in happen.
shitty shitty shitty. But it doesnt fishy.

Its totally uncounted sins that must be forgiven or dont curse me. It just human-mistake. And for avoid of inbehave i MUST STOP.

I hate him. I've burried in my graveyard. He's burn with the words in my journal. He's lost in my membran cells. Only me knows. U dead for me. DEAD. And wish the surround peeps, who did know what had happen, be on myside for this mis understanding curse happened.

This journey NOW, my new journey. My new heartful fleshing that cirtainly given for the new one.

amin.

Planning for J > B > J

tricky jer kan?

whats is J>B>J ...bukan MracByMarcJacobs... ha ha :)

ok, for this weekend, Saturday and Sunday, my bedmate aka My Hubby busy with his wedding shooting + videography.

Me? accompanied with girlfren of Bob, Miss Puteri.

BUT, not full weekend with her coz she went to work (work on weekend?)

mmMM?

back to my title blog for today, J>B>J stand for Jakarta Bandung Jakarta.

Aint much to do, i scrolL the magic mouse and looked up for those blogger who've been to the place.

yup, INTERNET the fastest engine. Bye-bye LONELY PLANET?

no

no

still used them. I borrowed from my office library.

ha ha

Blogger says THE MOST > jakarta n bandung is the place MACET, SHOPPING, FOOD of sudanese,Lots of factory outlet and easy to get SCAM.

Yeah..i heard the same whole my life.

As we plan inside Asia, the dangerous and curiosity still same.

(thats why i never choose Jakarta n Bandung before as GO-sees destination)

reason? maybe i'm not shopaholic.

Perhaps this trip better coz we had ONE additional activity.

chip chip hoorey!!!!!!!

But, still have to plan for this 5D4N trip.

15 March - 19 March 2012

BIG sponsor, zillion thanks for Yazin MLS director.

And congrats for all MLS crew, succeeding the target of Exhibition sales.

Booked airasia flight tickets.

Guider? Aiman local friend.

Accomodation. Still searching.

Exchange money? not yet. But will do in Malaysia.

seven paxs travel.

Look for > photo, video,local people,food,city,nightlife,music,events.

Various interest,BUT still same mission.

JALAN JALAN!!!

(....counting the days)

KU MAHU

ku mahu ini bisa ajar?

bisa transfer?

bisa curi?

bisa tambah?

bisa duplicate?

bisa ucap?

percaya

"Tak semudah yang kita mahu. Tak semudah yang kita inginkan....

Percaya dengan apa yang dikurniakan jalan cerita,
Dengari apa yang didendangkan,

Rasai apa kenikmatan yang diberi........

Percaya ada hikmah disebalik semua yang terjadi...

Percaya dengan apa yang telah terjadi...

Percaya dengan kemungkinan kejadian yang akan berlaku...

Jika semuanya mudah diterima,mudah dirasai... insyallah....

berkat dan petunjuknya ringan dan ringkas..."

***

diatas - kata kata yang slalu kita dengar, atau sebagai pndorong hidup.

Kesimpulan yang aku rasa, apa pun tindak tanduk, tuturkata, jalan hidup, SEMUANYA ATAS DIRI KITA SENDIRI...

jika mahu hidup berintelek, rajin lah engkau menuntut ilmu,

jika mahu hidupmu kaya wang, rajin lah usaha kudrat dan cari rezeki..

BETUL?

mmg tepat. Mmg betul.

Hari demi hari, bermacam ragam manusia, pelbagai aturcara...

pelbagai senario drama kehidupan kita tempuh.

Cuma dengan sabar atau tidak. Bagaimana aturan kehidupan.

Harini mahu senyum? mahu menangis? mahu bergelak? mahu berbangga?

tapi soalan hidup ni payah nak dicari jawapan / soalan...

Bagi aku, penting jadi manusia ni, PERCAYA perlu dalam diri.

Barulah hidup senang dicatur.

kalau tidak, mesti PASRAH di tengah jalan...

mmm..ntahla

day by day i prayed

Uploading a photo full of memory...

and it filled. Filled everything and anything in this world...

Today,feb 14th. None meaning for me. None meaning for my past and future.

For some people, Valentine is a must.

Is the day we can present or show how "love" we are.

But how about eternal love?

anyone believe?

Foor me? it just normal day.

But as today- 14 Feb, my husband will fly far outside malaysia and left me.

This the first time.

Pray for strenght inside - without curiousity - admitted.

Actualy i hated this kind of emo- this kind of action..... but, as adult i have to admit.

People cant be glued 24/7.

People dont death because another person.

Instinct cant be hear, JUST feel.

*******

Must have belief, must have courage, and support of him. This his hunt :

For rezeki.

For his ambition.

For his dream.

For his wish

****

Allah swt hear his heart say. He fly with Shaq (photographer) and newly-wed groom and bride, friend of him to honeymoon WORLDEST spot - B.A.L.I .........

14 - 19 Feb 2011

AU REVOIR DE AMOR!!!