Curfew the time,pause the waste

Its not a ryhme. I wont makes my life complicated this time. Everything now have to make it easy.
It must have way. It must have good faith.
Just thanks and belief. Dont push or punish yourself for something that 50/50 irrepond. not confidence. Just do, what u 50.1% convince and confidence. This lead you to success.

when i was kids, in schoool, many teachers say " life path is not easy..have to struggle more"
or in Bahasa said "lentur buluh biar dari rebungnya". I understand now. I admit now.
Just an understanding as my age turn 30th. How bout when i grow more older, be one of white hair clan.
Seating more often.
Sudden appear in mind, hows life can be easy as all humans want? Seem live in Eden. Live life. Good care. Good health. Good karma. All pray for that, not death. As what i always think, now i got husband. Who live together. Who i live and death together. But the timepiece of we and god, we dunno. Its call Qada & Qada'.

I pray more, i dream more nowadays, as my MLS team took more specificly salouette photo, white shady and shiny sunny, with this good turn out, it bring me lot of dreamy brizzy.
Haha. Laugh me more. I dunno what should i do, what should i shared. But it was great as month runs quick and much down turns.

Everyday, woke up in the morning, think nothing else. Put myself in dress and go to work. As i'm so thankful i got this job. As lots of my friend struggle to get the same post, same field in this huge colony. Yup we fight. I am fight. As to compared others "friend" luxe. Gap scale > far too live. The way they dress and the way i am dress, wow......
better be NOT, i stay away.
Not even seal or wrap in plactic or simili paper. Just a piece of kurung,normal tailored and cheapscake scarft. Not nice and no expensive box.
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Addicted? to what? yeah..its habit. As less time to have for window shopping for mall and buildings, i accept myself now as " blogger winshop lover". How it sound?
 yeah... put aside airasia.com away. No more climax for that. Now the NEW me, give an average of good updates.
Giving me thousand courage to saving and target on spending more.
Its a good time. The courage teach u, how to decipline and accept the NEED and be GREEDY- just joke.
excellent. But same item, more less than others. Be a smart buyer.

I just wear and shopping of NEED. Not desire.

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"Jamie save mylife....and i always missed her.
The love is like a wind. I cant feel it. But i can feel it - Walk to remember"

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