Delightful.. and welcoming Ramdhan with full open naived-hearted.
Subhanallah. 29 Years Allah all mighty gave me strenght and let me lived in this planet called- earth.
al hamdullillah... alhamdullillah..
But this year, we start our 1st Ramadhan with touchful incident and regardless for losses our grandma. The only and the the one left. Hjh Kalsom Omar, who born in year 1921, died at 1.15pm on last saturday - 1 Ramadhan. We already realised that the situation become critical as the condition and health of my Maktok is no more consistence. Breathing and blood vessels problem made her more difficult to get better.
From KL, we drive back kampung. In our grandchild heart, which can whispered kalimah of "2 syahadah". Yes,we did it. We safely arrived to our northern side at Sg Dua, Butterworth. We get chance to kissed her and read a few times surah Al Yassin.
Saturday comes,and 1st Ramadhan in year 1433hijrah.
We more than 40 family members, start early morning warmth gathered read surah and Al Quran. Maktok breathed so hardly and fast. Her soul stilll here, but her self.... i guess, its time...
We make today as chance to gathered this huge number. Because, as previously...only us...little.
Me and a few went to market to buy some groceries follow as we planned to cook and break-fast together.
Time can be hold. On the way back home, we received called that mak tok already "naza' ".
Once reached, i can see maktok face and skin turn sooo pale and yellownish. She already left us. I knew it :( mak and paksu face, too patient, let her go. They dont want their mum suffered anymore.
We pause. Bibik bring all the groceries to kitchen.
Innalillahwainalilahhirojiun :( my tears dropped. Ya allah...
She left us. That half our pray. To let her free. She already suffer more than 3 years... no more eating/drink/ appetite...so skinny... dehydrated.
Allah swt loved her more.
She back to the holy land / grave which we all will reached one day. What Skin tone, how much money you have, how many car you have...all must be left. Thats the gratitude for your workful whle living...... But not there.
Jenazah was placed at Kg Permatang Tok Jaya graveyard. Same with her husband Abd Rahman. Once settle around 6pm, we went out to Pasar Ramadhan nearby Maklom, to buy food.
here are the family tree of us: > Family Abd Rahman :
abdul rahman (1921-1996) + Kalsom (1921- 2012)
moga roh di rahmati arwah nenda ku...amin...
Subhanallah. 29 Years Allah all mighty gave me strenght and let me lived in this planet called- earth.
al hamdullillah... alhamdullillah..
But this year, we start our 1st Ramadhan with touchful incident and regardless for losses our grandma. The only and the the one left. Hjh Kalsom Omar, who born in year 1921, died at 1.15pm on last saturday - 1 Ramadhan. We already realised that the situation become critical as the condition and health of my Maktok is no more consistence. Breathing and blood vessels problem made her more difficult to get better.
From KL, we drive back kampung. In our grandchild heart, which can whispered kalimah of "2 syahadah". Yes,we did it. We safely arrived to our northern side at Sg Dua, Butterworth. We get chance to kissed her and read a few times surah Al Yassin.
Saturday comes,and 1st Ramadhan in year 1433hijrah.
We more than 40 family members, start early morning warmth gathered read surah and Al Quran. Maktok breathed so hardly and fast. Her soul stilll here, but her self.... i guess, its time...
We make today as chance to gathered this huge number. Because, as previously...only us...little.
Me and a few went to market to buy some groceries follow as we planned to cook and break-fast together.
Time can be hold. On the way back home, we received called that mak tok already "naza' ".
Once reached, i can see maktok face and skin turn sooo pale and yellownish. She already left us. I knew it :( mak and paksu face, too patient, let her go. They dont want their mum suffered anymore.
We pause. Bibik bring all the groceries to kitchen.
Innalillahwainalilahhirojiun :( my tears dropped. Ya allah...
She left us. That half our pray. To let her free. She already suffer more than 3 years... no more eating/drink/ appetite...so skinny... dehydrated.
Allah swt loved her more.
She back to the holy land / grave which we all will reached one day. What Skin tone, how much money you have, how many car you have...all must be left. Thats the gratitude for your workful whle living...... But not there.
Jenazah was placed at Kg Permatang Tok Jaya graveyard. Same with her husband Abd Rahman. Once settle around 6pm, we went out to Pasar Ramadhan nearby Maklom, to buy food.
here are the family tree of us: > Family Abd Rahman :
abdul rahman (1921-1996) + Kalsom (1921- 2012)
- Hasnah + zubir (died) > zaki, Zahari, Azah , Zawawi
- Abdul Rahim + Faridah > Kartini farah, Faisal, Zaed , Eva Farah
- Azizah + Razali > Rahayu, Razlina,Ruzian , Raihanah , Aimi, Anisah
- Adzimah + Rahim > Insafinaz adrine, Siti wahida - Me , Afikah
- Rokiah + Tahir > Ahmad Ihsan , Izzati
- Arfah + Aziz -current / Johary (ex) > Fauzan, Nadiah, Firdaus
- Abdul Hadi + Maziah > Sarah, Asma', Aisha , Omar, Abd Rahman, Kalsom Alya,Iman
- Abdul Halim + Azura > Mia Zara, Maryam
moga roh di rahmati arwah nenda ku...amin...
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