mid-Ramadhan

kejap je mase berjalan......

dah middle of Ramadhan...

manage jugak buat 2 kali terawih..

 

Start Ramadhan with some crisis- internal and I managed to settle it down before it getting worst and more complicated- especially understanding..

if I could tell Ian-my son, I think the leftover and hurtful feeling easy to throw away..

 

the hurt

the misunderstood

the miserable condition

the unfinished history

repeated hated

 

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wow... I think I wont fasting and celebrate Ramadhan.. :)

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 May the world and people surround bring peace and love

Not all contemplate- to be easy

Not all goes like we wish

Not all comes as lovely as bouquet

But, Redha,pray and be good for everybody

I knew I did hurted someone

I know some unwise thought, I bring anger to someone

I know I cant inhere for someone who need me

 

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but truthful, I am trying to be the as good as one

mommy-wife-worker-friend-daughter

 

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Weekenders with Little Masham Ian

 

Boring time at Office in Ramadhan - straight look

 

Left posed

 

Right posed

you are my flesh & my blood... Ian Harith

Today 10July - first Ramadhan. Begin with good weather and half-wind mood. Ian turn 96days today.... how excited I am as he turn to do bubble saliva, looking straight to us, smiling at me, groaning, bossy and cheeky face.... so adorable and handsome....

 

wish all dear bloggers / readers happy Ramadhan 2013

 

 

 

follow Babycenter.com there are 7 signs your child love you :

 

1.She stares into your eyes: Newborns love to look at faces, and yours is her favorite. That soulful gaze is a hardwired survival instinct designed to attract love and attention from a caregiver, says neuroscientist Lise Eliot.

 

2. He recognizes your smell: Given the choice between a dozen fragrant roses and your sweaty, milk-stained T-shirt, your baby will go for the shirt every time. "Even a 1-week-old will turn his head toward a breast pad soaked with his mother's milk," says Eliot. To your newborn, nothing smells sweeter than you.

 

3.She smiles at you: The first time your baby gives you a true, fabulous grin is a magical moment. It's her way of saying "I love you."

 

4.He talks to you: Your baby's very earliest coos will be directed at you or another trusted caregiver, says Eliot – he won't start by talking to himself. He'll use this early language (called protoconversation) to engage with you, so answer back! You're both laying the groundwork for real conversation later.

 

5.She wants you around: About halfway through your baby's first year, you'll notice that she's not happy with your absence. She may scrunch up her face or cry when you step out of the room, and she'll smile upon your return – a sign of her growing attachment.

 

6.He shares your interests: Whether it's a display of holiday lights or the dirty laundry, if you scrutinize it, your baby will do the same. Called mutual attention, this behavior can start when your baby is just a few months old, but it's more pronounced at 9 to 12 months. "It's a sign that your child is engaged with you and values what you're paying attention to," says pediatrician Harvey Karp.

 

7.She uses you as a shield: Don't be surprised if your baby buries her head in your chest when someone new appears on the scene. "Stranger anxiety" is a normal phase, and turning to you for protection means your baby loves you and trusts you to keep her safe.

lirik pickable

Ku dengar kau cinta sangat padanya
Ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya
Dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati
Aku menjadi sahabatmu

 

Siksanya mengakui kau teman biasa
Terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya
Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama

 

Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
 Aku tak mampu pertahankan

Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia

 Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu

Yang pasti aku tak mau lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama

 

Aku tak tahu menilai cintamu
Aku tak mampu pertahankan

Tinggalkanku, perlahan-lahan ku terima
Semakin ku sakit, semakin kau bahagia

 Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu, bersamamu

Mengapakah aku jadi lemah
Sungguh ku tak sangka dia membawa jantungku bersamamu

 

 

hafiz : Bahgiamu deritaku