Ramadhan - holy month 1433

Delightful.. and welcoming Ramdhan with full open naived-hearted.

Subhanallah. 29 Years Allah all mighty gave me strenght and let me lived in this planet called- earth.
al hamdullillah... alhamdullillah..

But this year, we start our 1st Ramadhan with touchful incident and regardless for losses our grandma. The only and the the one left. Hjh Kalsom Omar, who born in year 1921, died at 1.15pm on last saturday - 1 Ramadhan. We already realised that the situation become critical as the condition and health of my Maktok is no more consistence. Breathing and blood vessels problem made her more difficult to get better.

From KL, we drive back kampung. In our grandchild heart, which can whispered kalimah of "2 syahadah". Yes,we did it. We safely arrived to our northern side at Sg Dua, Butterworth. We get chance to kissed her and read a few times surah Al Yassin.

Saturday comes,and 1st Ramadhan in year 1433hijrah.
We more than 40 family members, start early morning warmth gathered read surah and Al Quran. Maktok breathed so hardly and fast. Her soul stilll here, but her self.... i guess, its time...
We make today as chance to gathered this huge number. Because, as previously...only us...little.

Me and a few went to market to buy some groceries follow as we planned to cook and break-fast together.
Time can be hold. On the way back home, we received called that mak tok already "naza' ".
Once reached, i can see maktok face and skin turn sooo pale and yellownish. She already left us. I knew it  :(   mak and paksu face, too patient, let her go. They dont want their mum suffered anymore.

We pause. Bibik bring all the groceries to kitchen.

Innalillahwainalilahhirojiun  :(   my tears dropped. Ya allah...

She left us. That half our pray. To let her free. She already suffer more than 3 years... no more eating/drink/ appetite...so skinny... dehydrated.
Allah swt loved her more.
She back to the holy land / grave which we all will reached one day. What Skin tone, how much money you have, how many car you have...all must be left. Thats the gratitude for your workful whle living...... But not there. 

Jenazah was placed at Kg Permatang Tok Jaya graveyard. Same with her husband Abd Rahman. Once settle around 6pm, we went out to Pasar Ramadhan nearby Maklom, to buy food.
here are the family tree of us: > Family Abd Rahman :

abdul rahman (1921-1996)  + Kalsom (1921- 2012)
  1. Hasnah + zubir (died) > zaki, Zahari, Azah , Zawawi
  2. Abdul Rahim + Faridah > Kartini farah, Faisal, Zaed , Eva Farah
  3. Azizah + Razali > Rahayu, Razlina,Ruzian , Raihanah , Aimi, Anisah
  4. Adzimah + Rahim   >  Insafinaz adrine, Siti wahida - Me , Afikah
  5. Rokiah + Tahir  > Ahmad Ihsan , Izzati
  6. Arfah + Aziz -current / Johary (ex)  >  Fauzan, Nadiah, Firdaus
  7. Abdul Hadi + Maziah  > Sarah, Asma', Aisha , Omar, Abd Rahman, Kalsom Alya,Iman
  8. Abdul Halim + Azura  > Mia Zara, Maryam
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moga roh di rahmati arwah nenda ku...amin...

ntah ape laaaaa

suka mengambil kesempatan orang lain.
ada ja DRAMA dan sympathy.



ishhh... manusia manusia

i, me and my ipad

8th July...18 Syaaban....

as normal weekend, cant presume anything much, what the excitement and normal weeknders do, we did too.
As last night, all of MLS crews sorber for  next late night shooting at KJ and De Palma Hotel Shah Alam.

Boost guys !!

and today, Sunny Sunday, we woke up late afternoon 12.30. Kindda DISCHARGE from the long tube to be drained out. Haha....
and begin the day, lunch with in laws familia.

5 adults, 3 kids, 1 baby......

and we drove to Low Yat for some electronics, fun stuf to buy / windowm shop.

Its STILLED his place.. he loved to go that place. Me? Loved too, coz i can see human VS technology (Not all the time people love Green)

We're kindda of run of time. At 5pm he must be home.
He and his crews must go to Saujana Golf Subang. Next shoot reception/wedding client.
its already 4pm. He suddenly ask me to grab a drink in Starbuck. Mmmmm...crutial attention.
(Since when he loved a coffee- But wihtout further doubt, i queue and get a seats)

Then he missing for a bout half an hour. I'm wondering, where is MY ARMY?

and soon, he come over, with "white and black paper bag, with logo BITTEN APPLE infront"

wow.... must be he spend for his studio. He just passed me the bag- that content the NEW IPAD, and say "ITS FOR YOU".

20% trust >  a gift for me in mid-of year, and middle of hot afternoon Sunday,
i ask FOR ME? ?????????? whyyyyyy??

again i ask...for me? ....
on parking bay i ask..........for me?
inside the car i ask............ for me?
reach house lift i ask........... for me?

(without say thanks...................................). Doubtful still more, am i did something magical superb housewife?
He didnt answer. He just say, PAY UP for all attention and extra hand without cash i gave before until now. Plus, we can play the facetime- if we get far.

Am i materialistic? hahaha...i prefer pay up back by CASH. But this one, :)  accepted!

haha   :)    i laugh... and my face turn to serious.... was it? mmmm.... but i didnt hunger for ipad.
Even its turn 10th edition.  Ha ha   :)  

But, perhaps with one CONDITION, i'm asking him to consider this present as an advance gift for my 30th birthday present this Dec. For me,I prefer TRAVEL treats.....

I want him to SAVE more. Duit biar membukit. Senang kalau medication tua nanti, treatment hospital yang comfort....bla..bla... (suara hati)

anyway ARMy, thank you so much. You,delighten me always (sound canon).... haha



little break for little visit

June just passed..

cant stop it. Cant drag it....

30 days run so quick. Lots of business thing to be done. Lots of people need to be filled.
Mazelensastudio throttling the whole week. Just use 45% of my time and the rest, pleased ARMY for the essentials he need.
- MLS wedding ceremony
- MLS fussy customer
- MLS inter div course, PETRONAS
- MLS teachers technic / vocay convocation

 > latest promo by Mazelensa....

Only 20 days left before we start fasting in the holy month of Ramadhan.Great great. I cant hardly wait.
For second time this year, me and husband manage to celebrate together. The REDDISH color theme last year, will change to the next color?

hmmm....

let my mom choose it. She very very exhilarating for season Syawal to come. Gladly to see and look real my self (when my last visit), my mom already built new us BBQ griller stand outdoor - small but nice and at airy place. Good for smokey grill flow. A piece of garden, cut into two... bapak got his space and so do mak. the beauty fish, KALOI got his big place too...

Continue story about my Maktok, Hajah Kalsom,our beloved grandma..was warded to KPJ specialist hospital at PERDA area near Seberang Jaya since last week. Due to folk sicknest(kidney failure,muscle strained...) and advised from other children, she make her self longer in ward for better treatment. I had short visit but still had no chance to visit maktok. The distance away from Bus terminal. Maybe one day we go back. Pray to Allah keep her health good. We love you maktok. Keep good health.

My in-law side, two of their cousin just get married. Congrats to Linda & Iqbal and Syafiq & his partner. Lovely pretty. We try to fulfilled all invitation, but gods will. Insyallah. Damn busy and tiring all days. The another cousin sister Malacca, called Along Rindu went for Umrah. Wish her the best of luck. And precious stone little Azri - who called, just adopted around May by my husband sister cousin, Kak Ngah. Quickess motherhood coming in yourlife. Miracle....

BV Girls...
one of us, Yash was far in the sunrise country JAPAN with beloved husband. Transfer out for 2 months. Diana, out station a few times this month, Delhi and Macau.
Sad news, Azealea just lost her great grandmother, Maktok last week. Condolences to the family. Others, Ms. Fina friend of Diana, already a month married...good luck on life journey.

more updates soon ~