A WEEK STATUS AS "WIFE"

Today, tanpa sedar, dah seminggu aku jadi wife kepada seseorg.

Hari yang sama, tepat jam 2.30 petang pada 17 Dis 2010, my ARMY dengan sekali lafaz,dalam akadnye, maka aku bergelar isteri yang sah (harini baru nak rase nangis)

aku berubah..YES...aku berubah

Menjadi kekasih kepada seseorang, menjadi pasangan seseorang....

And i'm glad.....

syukur

inilah dikatakan perubahan yang direstui olehNYA..

perubahan yang aku nantikan dan memang aku telah tempuhi.....

bile ape yang kite impikan, ape yang kite hitung, berakhir dengan baik....

akan ade satu perasaan riang dan tenang

dan pada rabu lepas, kunci rumah sewa pilihan kami berdua di Ketapang Villa menjadi reality..

alhamdullillah.... apa yang kami impikan jadi kenyataan....

walaupun aspek pemilihan rumah pernah menjadi isu, aku just harap my ARMy faham

atas kehendakku..... ~ bukan ade niat lain, anasir buruk and etc ~ cume keselesaan & ketenangan

ETIKA ASAS KE NEGARA ORANG

based on thru experience kah? he he... adelah skit2.....ni aku copyright salah satu topic dalam majalah EH! (yang AGAK laris dimuka malaysia ni)

It was a unforgotable experience during the trip. Aku paling climax ialah acara BERJALAN2...aktiviti travelling ni..mmg superb best.. sebab aku akan buat preparation selama yang mungkin dan ketika itulah aku baru rajin nak google...... pergi library ~ do readings, seeking,searching,googling... mmg BEST ahhhhh :)

so, lets read what are the DO things as travller yang ditulis oleh karyawan majalah EH! iaitu si jejaka KHAIRUL ABIDIN ISHAK......dan olahan... OLEH DIRIKU

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1. Menegur/ menyapa :

at least you ols belajarlah kata2 greeting from that country... macam "hi" or " hello" and "thank you"..tak payah susah, dalam lonely planet sure ade/ org kaunter airport negara tu bercakap/ atau blaja dari google.

2. Etika berpakaian

mcm certain country,kene tutup aurat (as respect), ade yang kene pakai formal time pegi makan kat dining table (europe esspecially), mcm clubbing pun ade negara yang ade etika pemakaian.... bukan asyik sexy je girls ~

3. Fikir sebelum cakap

haaa..ni mmg kengkadang jadi kat aku / sekawan serombongan ngan aku... sebab tu lah topik aku ni ETIKA, meanings,you have to obey the rules, easy kan? coz jenaka negara kite tak sama ngan negara lain... so ~ be careful.

4. andai anda merokok

contoh senang, ialah singapura. certain area je boleh merokok bebas..... its under authority NEGARA tu punye. So melibatkan polis. Tak nak kene FINE ~ better merokok kat legal place / smoking lounge

5. Bergambar

be ALERT traveller!!!!!! read the sign first.... mmg tak puas hati, tapi sure ade sebab WHY signage "CANNOT TAKE PHOTO" was pasted there............ maybe nak elak copy right, or barang tu ialah hak milik seseorang like a those beautiful painting.....SO, be alert pls

6. Etika makan

this i like and i learn the most....... mcm most europe restaurante, elakkan dari meminta additional ketchup ke, tambahan perisa lain, chef akan kluar n marah (i experienced it..malu siot)...and like INDIA country, ade cara appetizer and dessertnye... so, ikut je lah... ITS FUN actualy :)

7. Belajar bahasa dan budaya

this is the suppost u studied before enter that country..... tak kisahlah you travel 2 hari ke, sebulan ke, kene migrate 3 tahun ke, mesti belajar bahasa local situ... because, it make local people loved you~

bayangkan kite, kalau ade org japan ke, belajar bahsa kite "saya nak makan" ...

walaupun macam belit, tapi sure kite excited kan? nak berkawan ngan dier.... kan? kan? he he....

twenty eight

as i written on this blog, it means that something a "heart expression" or i'm in the mood of relax and 100% urge to write. ha ha... hours by hours count by the time, here now... my age turn to 28 YEARS 4days. What cani say ~ just "thank allah swt" coz give me such a good spirit and good health to be here, right now.

here my appreciatiation truth deeply thanks for what u guys did on my birthday eve and after...

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those luvly wisher to me:

my army, boy, kak marina, eva, nisa, zefrel, adik, along, abg deen,diana, fina, awie,nana,foxies,eppi,didi

those give me card :

along&adik, kak marina, bro suzairy, aswad

those presented me a cake:

my army&boy , adik&along, pizza house- abg deen, kak marina,suzairy and aswad, BSP clan

birthday gift :

kak marina

birthday meal treats :

along& adik - pizza hut , diana bv - social bangsar, kak marina

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i'm so happy becoz still have good buddy, sista & frens that remember me.....thanks you ols......really owe you guys for these.... even i had a few listed "gift" on my birthday, but i guess enough to have LOVE around. Because, that more precious and uncountable.... so, thank you to ALLAH swt for all this~

the end

i cant tell how much i miss.......dot dot

missing my mak............... love you so much :)

checklist......when money come sense $$ huhu

check check check ! double check 8 Dec 2010

wedding card - 100% done by GRAZINE.COM

wedding dress - grey 80% done by ANIZAM YUSSOFF

make-up - get make-up from farra DINAFIRA

goodies akad nikah n qhatam quran - my mum get ready for it

ribbon artmaker - by sakeenaribbon (not-delivered-LOST connection) MAD!!!!!

custome-made chocolate - design by http://qisdhikraffhic.blogspot.com/

pelamin - 30% paid to DENAFIRA boutique

hantaran - 9 trays..... 80% done by me

homestay 2 houses - total (450+300). Just pay (100+100) for both house in Taman sg dua utama

photography - rm100 paid for orientpix from penang

goodies - 1200 boxes for guest ~ done bought by my mum

jewel to wear for the dress - dun decide yet....

catering and canopy - prepared by my parents

dress akad nikah (whitty) - borrowed from ina

cake 2 tiers - booked thru ladysmart09.blogspot.com

sireh junjung/decor hantaran - get help from relatives ( among them have the PRO one..he he)

decoration inside the house ~ aunties who expertist in this

bridesmaid for my side ~ gorgeous cousins... (have a few)

banrang yang belum prepare - kasut nak pakai, jam for hantaran

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ring for HIM?? ~ will buy two weeks before the BIG DAY

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this what we call PRE and PREP

PRE

Term of "pre" what i understood is what is nearly COMING.... so there is something that i have to PREpare, prescheduling,preconscious(aware),prescriptive,prelude and premier.

Present : people will say to you "good luck"(event not happen yet)

After : people will say "well done" or "congratulations.....for your succeess.

excited !!!!! coz i know how far that i can control the situation eventhou the MAGICAL AND UNSUSPECTED drama happened... (my closed guys will know).....

As now, today, i learn how to be PRE-WIFE and learn PRE-WEDDING- how hilarious it was. And trust me, the karma that you will never forgotten. There's lots of prepay, preoccupy thats come to dollar n cents.

wow!!!!

THUS ~ it turn good and smooth... may as well runs to my life ~amin ya rabbal al amin~

{ what i glad....my ARMY working hard...he always love me}

PREP

hehe...... this was last time when at hostel school. We do preparation at night to study. Hehe :)

but i unpreferable to do that. Tak suka.

ok, talk about my PREP this time, its about wedding. I want what i dream come true, what i imagine turn reality and what i want, i get it...... wow !!! and phewwww ~

PENAT. Tapi this what people call "once in life time"...i do not only for my self, but for my beloved people, MAK,BAPAK,ADIK,ALONG and my ARMY :)

we put aside $$ + time + physically topic. Of course it wasting......

u googling working hours- a day, buying unnessarry things,prepaid reloading frequently, meeting few people to get booking - pelamin,catering lah..baju lah..bunga lah...

phewwww again and again ~ exhausted...

for what?

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for BIG DAY ...................... coming soon.....

08 Nov 2010

what to write today.....

i wish i can stop the time / freezed everything in this world....

this what my HYDRATED PERCENT %%%%%

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0.15% exhausting

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0.03% give-up

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0.05 % traumatized

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0.03 % freak

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balance? (READERS: count up yourself) ~ yeah ~ thats WHAT makes balance for me till now

topicku : root word CABAR

mmmm.... saje je, bile dah lame aku tak tulis anything kan, asyik update citer preparation kawin je, KANG ADE ORANG MENYAMPAH plak ~
so aku tukar.... ok, harini nak tulis topic dari perkataan akar CABAR :

CABAR

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selalu ayat "cabar" ni, aku bercakap kat orang.... time-time kawan2 ade yang nak suarakan hati, aku pun cakaplah "maybe minah tu nak cakap ko kot" ..gitulah bunyi

TERCABAR

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hah.... ni bile aku time angin and ade org perli perli berdesit panas kat telinga aku.....

kirenye torture MENTAL lah..... kalu along ni, mau dah bantai ngan pedang.... tapi sebab aku ialah mungkin "kawan" , "kakak" atau mungkin "adik" mereka... maka, diam sahajelah...

ape aku buat >>

aku akan MAKI (sorang2 lah dalam kereta...coward jugak lah) then after that, aku akan terus buat tak tau kat dier.........

MENCABAR

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yang ni bile ade org uji aku dari segi fizikal..... contohnye, mase kat india dulu, time tengah panjat bukit, tetibe suruh terjun ke dalam sungai..... mencabar giler ~ tapi sebab aku suke lasak... terjun je lah (psstt.... sebenarnye life jacket ade)

CABARAN

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Cabaran ni, bile aku ade terbaca / terdengar / melihat / berdepan dengan seseorang yang dah berjaya dalam hidup............ contohnye like my mum lah, dier cakap umur dier 26th dah beli rumah sri rampai KL tu........ mcm aku, dah umur 28th ni, xbeli beli lagi....

so aku amik tu as CABARAN... insyallah... aku akan kecap impian itu juga..

c u next

Y & W

Y & W

i will wear this on my BIG DAY......

designed by one of our "pereka muda uitm" anizam yusoff (awesome scatch done by him)

http://anizamyusoftherhucouture.blogspot.com/

KELABU my theme................ now, dah 65% job prepare for this big day...

payment baru i bayar 70%.... huhu

excited !!!!! tiap malam berangan HOW MY WEDDING DAY IS... :)

huhu ~

XDE TAJUK

COLOR AKU DAH CANTIK

NAK MEMBESAR SAMADA :

MAINTAIN KAN COLOR

ATAU

PUDAR KAN

SUSAH KER? HAH? OR SAJE SAJE AKU ATAU ORG KELILING AKU BUAT-BUAT PAYAH? $%^%&%&

i'm throttle this week

panting panting panting

exhale inhale exhale inhale

i'm throttling my day by this for the whole entire september. Damn ~

throttle in NOUN means >> something part of vehicle that control speed....

throttle in VERB means >> cekik ..............

so the tight & speed... thats what i felt for this few weeks back.... i wearing my watch so then, i can speed less::: i enough water & air to breath as i'm not throttle with anything. As today i typing on something that could be a word that MAYBE bring a thousand meaning or MAYBE just a zero chat. Mmmm........but life must go on ~ as that principle of any geniuses on earth..... whatever happen,u can go thru it... whenever happen,u can suits it.....

syawal will end this friday.... thank to allah let me felt the ramadhan & syawal meaningful this year, compare to last year that realy dramatic scene as i cant even feel "lights of HOLY syawal"

"alhamdullillah...."

ya allah...please bless me in all way n keep me in good rhythm. As i'm so poor poor ummah.

Almighty ya allah, hear me, see me, guide me ~ amin

dah mid-syawal harini :)

selamat hari raya to all my beloved family & frens....

kepada sape yang buat dosa kat i, i maafkan je........

buat pening je pikir pasal masalah duniawi ni....

au revoir & bon voyage to yash & ahmad...

wah, sakan korang terbang sane sini :( lamer dah i tak terbang.....

(tak sempat nak cakap2 pasal nak kirim brg hantaran off-seasonnye kat sane..)

walau xterbang, aku asyik terbangkan kaseh-sayang kat encik yazin

(a.k.a fiancee ku sekarang)..
tapi, aku deliver LOVE , dier reply balik LOVE dier..... (sesape yang tak merasa sama ngan aku rasa "chenta" ni,korang jangan jelous)

sehingga harini, 15 Syawal 1431, aku sebagai ummah dan makhluk bumi ni, amat bersyukur dengan ape yang dilimpahkan..... siapa aku, AKU tetap aku... orang masih mengingati aku, aku masih mengingati orang, aku berbudi kat orang, ade insan yang berbudi ngan aku...

alhamdullillah ~

re-wish ku, selamat hari raya aidilfitri

(posing ala-kadar on 12 Sep 2010 - hari raya ketiga... ni lah hero ARMYku)

salah satu filosofi idupku

menjadi manusia bukanlah muda, jika nak di tittlekan "manusia"........

aku ade banyak prinsipal idup, salah satu yang aku highlightkan,,,,,,,,,,

" bila kita jatuh / muram / kalah / kecewa ........ jutaan yang paham & sympathy.......

bila kita berjaya / ketawa / menang / berdiri .......... hanya ratusan yang tumpang senyum bersama"

haih ~ :(

puzzle CINTAKU

biar puzzle ni berkecai 100 pieces
biar puzzle ni gambar tak cantik
brape pun harga puzzle ni

ini puzzle CINTA aku........

ade aku kisah pasal puzzle cinta ko? ko selesaikan DULU pieces terakhir, baru sebok campur PUZZLE cinta aku.......... ~

(ish ish.............jagelah puzzle cinta masing2...jangan menyebok hal orang!!!!! )

19 Aug ...ape aku buat?

Condition: sakit tekak. Dah MC semaLam, tapi xnaklah harini. Mode: x mengantuk tapi high (ubat tekak kot). Pagi...kasi makan live-pet ku,si eleonora (purple).

Bergosip ngan kak marina (dier ni closed sister aku kat ofis) we both bukan kutuk, lepak jer...pssstt ~ bla bla ~ pssst ~ bla bla... (hilangkan ngantoks konon..) 11pagi - blogging & googling, memikiurkan hal client aku nak buat wedding gift anak die ni...1.00 noon, g tgk bekas plastic ngan ARMYku (cerita pasal bekas, dier tak paham, so better usung dier ke kedai tu..beli sample).

Kul 3ptg, client cakap suruh send gambar & email. Mmmm, start ur ENGINE! huhu........ kul 4ptg, boss aku cari suruh email ape ntah........ kul 5.30ptg, tgk bawah tepi window, makkk aiii jem giler! 6.15ptg amik sisterku along kat setiawangsa, 6.45ptg amik kak ani(kawan along) kat LRT wangsamaju, then gi KEL FOOD melati. Bebuke kat situ.The famous Kelantanies food. Ingat nak gi wangsamaju~ busan je idea tu...tukar! 8mlm , start decor all bekas. Amik gambar........ kul 10 until 12.30 lepak syisya kat The Castle, Kg.Baru ngan ARMYku, tenkiu for your MACzAPPLE. Quote price 7 email................... tu ceritaku pada 19Ogos. Moga2 dapat job ni... ZzZzZz

D.I.Y - Bunga Dip

Today we're in day seventh of Ramadhan....23 days to count. Then, Hari Raya Eid-ul Fitri. Yeay!Takpe, sabar. As ummah, seat silently, trying do the good thing. The HOLY month ever :)

As after back from terawih,around 9.45, if i didnt go out chilling,i start do DIY by trying to work something as preparation for my engagement day. 27 DAYS left. As known as "bunga celup" or dip flower, Malay mostly gorgeous+fragilicious+similar as crystal+neatly artwork+expensive decor in market.... hereby, i teach u how to do it,its easy actualy, but FULL of passion+patient.

1) we need scissor, small player, dip colors(ur own choice), thinner and green leave string. Size 24.

2) then, bend the string on your own creativity....

3) get a small pot / unused tupperware, add the dip color + thinner...blend it. The dipped the string into it. Caution: dun do it at easy-air-blow area.. get away. because this is QUICK DRY liquid

4) let it dry to room tempreture.. Open air / space.

5) Then with ur tender creativity, fold or bend the DRY pieces to a nice flower decoration. Its easy. TRY IT!

mmm...... was it simple............ my hantaran will be YELLOW in colour, my ARMY will blue color.......

in progress! will be ready soon ~ (27 Days to go) ^ L ^

puasa oh puasa

sebelum aku nak menaip, beginilah keadaan aku ketika bulan ramadhan di opis. Bulan POSA :P terkelepek di meja & lunch time,bantai tido krohhhh~ krooohhh

Bazar at KPDN @ Putrajaya

As 1 day before Ramadhan, i participated in opening bazar organized by Puspanita KPDNKK(Kementerian Dalam Negeri). Since involved myself in this club,i manage to handle & participate lotsa of NGO's societies. as early inthe morning, after the traffic hour, i move out from Sri Rampai. Get my spot hidden from direct sun, nearly to main entrance of KPDN. No.6,was mytable been set. Get my self alone ready, i setting one by one, just ready in few minutes & waiting for the crowd.

Jualan di atas mejaku........

SURPRISINGLY! taraaaaaa ~

My India trip "kakis" .......... Mr Pradeep. He will attend a course in Cyberjaya for a year. Thnsk EVA for bringing him to my Bazar.......... :)

Nak beli? (KL Valley only) Victoria Secret Lotion / Mist / Body Spray = Just RM 52.00

Popia Mini = RM 18 je sebekas (banyak &sodap)

00:00 hrs on 13th August...... BOY turn 27th...Happy birthday

SPIDERMAN.....use ur power to blow the candle bro! thanks foxies, be with us..... :)

Licking him ! yarch ! eeeeyyuuuuuu...... thanks My Army,blanja syisya & food @ STARLIGHT,off-Jalan Ampang

Boy is under covery of healing the CRASHING of love sick & troubleshooter around him. We pray u for good & may u have silent PEACE night sleep.....

(our smile turn a disaster, my Army car has been knocked & they stole the stuf inside the car, the mirror left side was crashed into thousand pieces.... badly badly..) Time already 2.30, my parent at home.Sorry my armyxdapat teman, u have to send me first. He went with his fren to police office nearby......report...and go back...He was on EL today 13 Aug, get new mirror.

cerita ku bulan JULAI

wedding Jass & Crystal (Aug 1, 2010)

venue at The Club, Bukit Utama. So ramai2lah clan sekonco BV dgnnye datang attend the Bangra party. it was awesome & fun. Menarilah jugak aku dengan Deana, Anfaal, Ahmad, kat tengah2 dance hall tu.....small reception but meriah.... Nice speech from ayah Crystal. Nice Indian costume, merah nyah si crytal tu...
attendees : Deana&Fandee,wawa&Yazin, Ahmad&Yash,Yazid&Yam,Azealea&Aan,Hannah,Anfaal n Feena..
(gambar nanti upload)

Fandee turn 28th, Fandee Jr. turn 9 weeks
tulis2 aku kali ni nak wish tahniah kerana hidup dah 28, Fandee yer :) amiklah earl-grey & mug "tea" sign made of Coffee Beanif nak stay-young...katenye hantu TEH :) and oso, tahniah kat bini hang, wah...ade creature dalam perut... rezeki rezeki.....And the party begin at: Pool Side BV house on 2 Aug 2010.

(Hadirin yang datang) :

aan, Rafee & Azea

Gigirl BV clan ...

Fandee friends

myARMy&me, Ofey& Kojack

Mrs.Fandee & her girls

stamping + travelling

penuh passport aku dengan stamping:

26-30 apr 06 - Imegresen Ngurahrai,Bali, Indonesia

08-08 sep 07 - imegresen Singapore

28-29 Apr 07 - Imegresen Singapore

08 - 27 Jul 05 - Imegresen Manchester, UK

18-21 Oct 07 - Imegresen Singapore

15 - 15 Mar 08 - Imegresen Singapore

20-21 Mar 08 - Imegresen Singapore

04-05 Sep 07 - Imegresen Singapore

27 Aug 06 - Imegresen Airport Bangkok, Thailand (sampai)

31 Aug 06 - Phuket Airport, Thailand (balik)

11-11 Sep 2006 - Imegresen Sg Tujuh Sarawak-Kuala Belait, Brunei (drive)

20 - 22 mar 09 - Imegresen Singapore

25 - 26 Oct 08 - Imegresen Singapore

25 - 25 Jan 09 - Imegresen Singapore

26 - 26 Jan 09 - Imegresen Singapore

27 - 27 Apr 08 - Imegresen Singapore

2 - 14 Jun 09 - Imegresen of Delhi , India

21 - 22 Sep 09 - Imegresen Sadao, Thailand (drive)

12 - 13 Dec 09 - Imegresen Singapore

15 Feb 10 - Imegresen Bkt Berapat, Pengkalan Hulu Kedah (drive)

15 Feb 10 - Betong, Thailand (drive)

warna warni stamping passport aku... tapi dah expired this month. 5 TAHUN aku gune n coloring dier......... next! new book >>

more go-seees?

ngan cayangku lah (smile&blushing) ;)

tak sabar dah nihhhhhhhhhhhh

Elephunk meet Mr & Mrs Elephant at Kuala Gandah

Date : 11 Jul, 2010 (sunday)
Venue : Elephant Sanctuary, Kuala Gandah , Pahang (free)

Deerland, Kuala Gandah ( RM6.00)

Members Elephunk : Amir , Jep , Yazin , Udeen & me
Transpoartation : Miss Belle (Swift sport - thanks amir)

Activitee : Visit the two places , buying souvenir, go Mentakab - finding Ikan Patin+Nasi,eating durian at Wangsamelawati.....

Start journey : 8.30am , End : 5.00pm

mereka BERTUNANG - 10 Jul 2010

8.30am - Regency Resident, Sg. Ara , Penang (Thanks to Ahmad&Yash) for lovely hospitality for us.............10.30am ....sampai umah ofey - starving - exhausted weak!!

location : Ofey house, Kulim

1.30pm : selesai......... tahniah ofey&Kojack

attended BV Clan :
Man,Aan, Azealea, Yash , Ahmad,Wawa, Hanna,Eida,Deana, Fendee,Aton(old-fren of Azealea)
Not Attended :Yazin , Mariyam, Yazid, Anfal

(Make-over touch by eida : 016 - 3373665)

hardly cant waiting for u guys "wedding day".................

who's CUP this belong to?

FIFA FIFA FIFA......
as what i remembered, myself loving this kindda of game since last 2006 FIFA (seating at BB Walk Starbucks - beside table with Andy Flop Ploppy and Families)
Rewind my storylife time, only 40% die-hard-soul fans of soccerfield - the rest, 27th years i spend mixing up with spices of life....
mmmm hardly to say as i never seen my pa play any soccer and we're only lovable DAUGHTERS on that house - No boots / no ball / no match / no whistle / no kicking or anything ACCEPT my pa luv to bring us to stadium watch a Kedah Team match. Three times i guess....
That time, my mak luv to suit us yellow & green shirt kinda mix & match color (i'm so innocent kid that time...silently without any objection - wear & not tear it...he he he)......
Campus lite? mmmmm...none the a name game of "futsal" was hearing that time. Not popular yet. Formally, i activated my energy up to RUN-KAYAKING-TREKKING with the adventure club in my campus....

Just finished organize the WAKA-WAKA PARTY in my office place -

Menu : sandwiches / Pizza Hut / special cake bake by http://fizanordin.blogspot.com

Party + working (both have to balance sometimes)

and as the schedule still ON,me & few frens finding a spot to watch the game

noisiest VUVUZELA blowed....

WHO THIS CUP BELONGS TOOO???

as result today : SPAIN VS NETHERLANDS.................... ur guess??