question

one question come to me for today.

"Are u happy now?"

Very trumendous and not easy question to be answer.

I hate to be adult. As an adult, no more adolescent, i cant express or explain to my self what is happy. Enough as basic, if the whole day i didnt have any fights/battling/arguement or tearing, the defination can call as "happy". Yes. I will call that as "happy" ness...

Being as adult, i try to be "happy", keep my self "happy", make other people "happy",makes their day "happy" and sometimes, pretend to be "happy".

i guess all adults does.

As i'm not realy encourage some of my friends to deep understand of my own "dictionary" of happyness. My appetite tempted, that call happy?

My colorful kurung today, am i happy?

I smile a miles away, am i happy?

received a sincere complimentary, am i suppost to be happy?

coz in my dictionary, happy not all people care, not all people want to be happy.

Outside, the kids crying for food, the parents looks on injury hands of their kids, soldiers everywhere bloody shoot to innocense kids,,,ARENT they happy?

while i playing with balloon, does balloon seller happy?

i dun easily get happy, eventhou i'm smiling.

I dun easily happy in anything, if everything i got...

coz u know why?

coz people dont happy for having me surround. For seeing me around. For laughing all the day with them.

Love life like butterfly, bautiful BUT for just short while....

dead

december 2011..diary

glad and thankful to ya allah, let me breath and live lifely... in good health (am i?-didnt diagnose at all). This year, came to my 29th reborn celebration day. Glad and delughtful. For this year, for my first time, a new person (truely existed) be on my side....

:,) sob sob

my dearest husband.

No more loner celebration, no more missed-exhilarating time. Me and him.

In my diaries, enough to say let be the day, he by my side.

on 5th dec (oo:00 hrs), at out living room, he kissed my forehead and "wish"...

tender

delight

thank you (heart-say)

and begin the day of preparing myself for any surprise. I dun hate surprises. Just dun wish for it.

The laugh wont last ~

the smile end with tears ~

taboo for all

in any, dun surprised me. Just be direct n motif.

what great again shall i face and i did faced :

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  Universal treats for first annyversary


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  samsung android gifted for 29th


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  decide to buy a house


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  start our first job (on exhibition list)

** will upload the photo soon. And again, alhamdullillah

OUM - Lousy institutional

What the hell they talking about.

Malaysia had very good communication system and your staf in OUM ruing it?

Thats very unacceptable.

You all makes money, enough for your high-edu fees. Plus, u charges student for the extra extra fees like a PENALTY? For your late feEdback.

lay back. have chit chat. get some food - eat. gossip #$!@%#$%&. who u think?

crap u !!!!!

For your un-manage-able replying google email account...that OUR FAULT??????r#$^w&?

what the shitty u're supplying for us? Submission date in substitude - then u charge people?????

They had very very lousy service - customer service and not even friendly and loyal to their NEW or old batch student.

As for this week, they again (for the third times), boiling me up as the assignment marking didnt appear on my screen / screwed LMS server!!!!

In a year 2009, on my computerised system which i fully attended, and submit the assing,ent as the GOD knows (u all will crash)...SUDDEN? u easily say dont record my attendance and i didnt submit the assignment??

u alls talk shitty. Then what u aspect? my CGPA run smooth with the result and lack behavarioul of admin itself??

^#$&*R&^O(^R() R^

fuck!

and this semester 2011? u again dissappointing me with the lousy reason, of WHAT?

i try to called 20x in a day of friday 9.12.2011 from 3pm until 5pm. No one pick-up.

i start again called 2773 2002 for your sweet ladies tongue voice, but didnt help much. I asking for SIMPLE SHIT QUESTION, "can u passing me to assignment unit?"

straight in a row, begin 10am until near 11am..... I DIDNT MANAGE TO SPEAK TO ONE OF YOUR MOTIVATIONAL WATEVER OFFICER!!!!!!!!#!$@#

i'm really pissed!!!!

screw u@!!@#@%@#$^

take deep breath

people can say as many thoughts, criticism,ideas,tutoring,lecturing,singing,whatever u wanna called it. as the their brain functioning wisely. And in applying it, we use the media such blog,SMSing,twittering,chating,ichat,whatsapp,FB chat,YM chat,BBM....u choose. U name it....

its a TECH

dont doubt it

....

but in certain things, people are killing and battling each other. Small or big issue, they / we can still like to create an issue. Arguments,insatisfaction,disgareement...

why people?

why? :(

wishing for the "long-life" ahead

Three little golden eggs. Its like a decade prosperious continuous...but was Jack satisfied by tackle the eggs or the goose? By run down to earth-ground, cutting the long magic beantree and killed the giants? live happily and the life poor turn to magic "BOOM" the wealthiest man on the village.

How about my wish on this 29th birthday, to be the most faithful, loveable,huggable,bootylicious and boobylicious and delicious delicasies to the husband. Am i? Am i not? ........yes, i wish so and learn to do so. The only women of his heart..... or (stop, secret)..

Or wish to be like his the most likeable gadget, ipad. Which the software and appliances can be upload,download,delete and easy transfer...... hold with nice velvet holder, screen protactor, put in safe place, unbreakable and not over expose to sunlight. But, this cant guranteed lifehood. Easily dead when the batt off, peaceful dead. unharm.

Android version phone, was not one of my wish. As i'm easy to have a verbal conversation, naive to say> my phone credit call not reach more then 2hrs for a WEEK. Do u believe that. The most done, sms...i love typing. I love expression. But the best of the best GIFT, he gave me the latest samsung android smartphone GIO.

Now, this phone was very useful(thats why some people love technology),change life for BETTER...Like me, i put 40% rely on it. Means,I can wrote a few data (bookless),just finger touch, i easily snap photo and have DCIM (without using digicam), and the most i used to- i can update news,wall,feed, and gosip only by finger touch / wi-fi & others. (FB,Twitt, yahoo email alert). Thank you to my bedmate a.k.a my ARMy...put me a STEP ahead... yey!

My wish, i can place my toothbrush beside him forever. Haha.....its a weirdest feeling and this way we more felt intimacy.

This i wish FOREVER.... nothing else......

people WHO jelous/envy of life we're trying to build, go to hell with your life. Why live like loser?

live to have other people happiness?

Go away. I dont like people like u.

Guide us ya allah.

amin

red accessories

its aint story about lust,passioned,anger color.Its about the sexyness when sometimes u add-on-accessories with RED color. Picking, choosing. Wow, i wonder how sexy i am if the merialism on me by choose RED rather then PURPLE (most picking color the whole mylifehood)

mmm....so solid and readable analog watch by DKNY...with circle swovaski diamond and leather strap looks sexy and elegant :) must have ($$my wallet extra once)

little tote by Kate Spade. Square,easy to carry,smart look,lightiest to carry anywhere..... might be on my list..hu hu....

red
red

kinabaloo

9nov:9.30am - AK flew to KK. after 2hr and half hour we reach LCCT 1 at KK... its my third visit so far and the first for my army. Taxi to town cost RM30. Walk-in to Yomi hotel which at city center, 10 minutes walk from Philipine market, Centrepoint shopping and 15 minutes from our office in Api api center. At 4pm, we start walking to the town. Local faces is a bit tanning and the fashion kind of indonesia style. We had great time enjoyed the day-watched movie,dine,syeesha. awesome. Had sunset near SURIA mall with beloved ARMy.

10Nov : woke up. Ismi n azim arrived. Had a brunch at CP foodcourt. Unlucky, the ferry service to Labuan 1pm has been stop for 5 days. Adventurously,we jump to local bus to Menumbok and get a ferry to Labuan

Bus took 2.30 hours. But the ferry still availble. Shorter period of travel then KK direct to Labuan.

We arrived Labuan nearly 5pm n sunset too. Have short visit to TIC labuan, met my good friend, Sharon Kenny, and fwd our walking to Beta Service Apt, nearby Financial Park.

wow, thanks to Amir Kadir for sponsoring us a comfortable place to stay.

Meet and greet Amir family from Melaka. And two more crews Zaid & Syaq of patiently waiting our arrival. haha... sure a tiring & unforgetable experience. 10pm : we had dinner - seafood dishes-lobster,prawn,squid...

11Nov(Fri) : Amir engagement (3pm), lepaking syeesya at night.

12Nov (Sat) : start 7.00pm. Majlis berinai and bebedak. Custom of Labuan / Kabayan people.

13Nov (Sun) : Reception day at Kg Batu Kuda. Lyn and Amir in great n striking purple pink color. Photo shoot at 3pm at Kg Air Patau patau.

14 Nov (Mon) : time to go home. free duty chocolate tempted the most and melty tonggy :) Flight at 10.30am.

Bye bye Labuan

MIL fly for Hajj

Jump criss-cross a storyline on My blog. We still in Zulhijjah islamic calendar. Next come to Muharram. And again, free 1 day off for all malaysia on next monday 28Nov.

Its been nearly a month, my MIL went for hajj. The lovely son, and husband of mine, must be thousand missing his mum. The family cant wait for her return. Already plan to have little "occasion" in returning safely. Insyallah.

blow off

oh,, its come again :(

enough i said.

karma or faith?

why?

i hate this kind of feeling. Even i had big laugh in a day, BUT in last it comes in trauma and really realy 3x feelings.

fuh! hak tuuuuiiiii !!! $@$%$#%^$#

under my spelled.

i hate this.

i dun want it repeating.

twats!

phew! and yeay!

how u express the word phew?

and how about wow!!!

its regarding my expression of relief and thanksful wow, coz we had a very tight 12 hours event for straight 3 days..... and alhamdullilah, the result and turn out with good deal. Huhu :)

my dearest newest friend, helpful hand and really full-corperated with MAZELENSASTUDIO, salut guys!!!! u guys awesome. (wish i can upload few pics...).

We achieved the target, and worthwhile!!!!

For videographer - Bobo & aiman xavier

For luvly kindheart receipt girl - Farra

Photographers team members - Syaq, zaheed,afro

and Beloved hardworking guy, founder of MLS, my hubby Yazin, i'm proud of you... muaxx..

cant wait for the retreat... yeay!

luv, me

wow, less than 10

tick tock tick tock......... not the new year countdown. Its our big event! Can count by fingers, yesss...we have less than 10 days. Whatever on list, we prepared well. And like god pity and hear me, the 3rd class for my b.a honours cancelled this week. But the challenge of the assignment still... I didnt mix up the topic. What major to think and settle, i prepared early and cut the expenses, lil bit.

wow..........

takutnyer.

gementar.

tercabar.

all feeling mixing up.

Before,during and after sleeping, me and my ARMy topic was all about the booth.

Big $$$ throw for the booth price, may all runs smooth and we had big shot number of buyers. Insyallah. Love ladies and gentleman will drop us a few numbers of booking.

To the readers, please spread the news that we're opening the good great worth-to- pay on the day of events. Please let hear the lovely couple that Mazelensastudio on the row shows of the "unbelieveable" price to offer. Meet u on the 28th until 31st Oct at SACC.

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woohoo

doa rutin

its towards the end of the year. Kejap je dah nak hujung tahun. Kejap je marriage aku nak masuk setahun. Turns up and down, normal lah marriage. The thrilled was there, ONLY you choose to go forward or shuffle it or get full-stop. God give u brain and the intelligence, so pakai.

But, let closed to istighfar. Tapi kalau dah sesuatu yang disimpan lama, memaksa, ade jugak sekor dua syaitan masuk dalam badan,pengaruh, then BLAST.

Tapi, belajar istighfar... even aku rase curious,unlogical thinking,terima berita yang x elok,dengar gssip yang menyakitkan hati,orang kutuk aku,orang x treat aku dengan baik,orang anggap aku ni bodoh, tapi...aku try jugak istighfar. Abis tu nak buat ape lagi kan?takkan nak g BALUN manusia tu. Dah dier x full-stop, xpe aku beralah, aku FULLSTOPkan diri sendiri. istighfar. Istighfar. Istighfar.

Insyallah, the sweet little devil unallowed to speak. Bebisik pun tidak.

And aku belajar, rase syukur.

Syukur aku sehingga kini sihat,ade keluarga,dah bergelar isteri, mak bapak sihat,org sekeliling xde cacat cela,ade kerja yang tetap dan halal,cukup pakai minum, ala kadar duit ringgit, rupe ade, attitude..mmm,adelah. (disenangi jugak oleh org lain)....

so aku syukur.

alhamdullillah... amin.

Ni antara doa yang bleh dijadikan routine daily.

Doa kesejahteraan dunia dan akhirat..
رَبَّنَا ءَاتِنَا فِي الدُّنْيَا حَسَنَةً وَفِي الآخِرَةِ حَسَنَةً وَقِنَا عَذَابَ النَّارِ
Maksudnya : "Wahai Tuhan kami, berilah kami kebaikan di dunia dan kebaikan di akhirat, dan peliharalah kami dari azab neraka"
(Al-Baqarah : 201)

Doa dikurnai cahaya mata :

رَبِّ لاَ تَذَرْنِي فَرْدًا وَأَنْتَ خَيْرُ الْوَارِثِينَ
Maksudnya : "Wahai Tuhanku! Janganlah Engkau biarkan daku seorang diri (dengan tidak meninggalkan zuriat); dan Engkaulah jua sebaik-baik yang mewarisi"
(Al-Anbiya' : 89)

amin ya rabbal al amin. Jom try!

The Adjustment Bureau

Fight for your faith. Your fate has been adjusted.
Matt "why u just dont get married to him"

emily "....because of you. I'm not some hopeless romantic. I've not allowed myself to be that way. But once i felt, even for a moment, what i felt with you. You ruined me, i didnt want to settle for less"
Matt "I know that feeling"

Emily " It seem scares shit out of me"

Matt "i'm not going to hurt you"

Emily "You no need to say that"

** highly recommend film for this month"....... 4 star ratings

its a clot.

everyone and everybody did remember the 9/11. But for me, the tragically "save" in memory by the date of

nine ten eleven....~

on my balcony

for those who has balcony, whatever size,tiles patern, the used of it, must be one of urge to have an outter space. It same with back to village, we called it "verandah". I love to have an extra space outside, in whatever level u are, second floor, fourth floor, 21st floor, Doesnt matter.
It still called "extra space". For me, definated as "extra look space". If u're on higher floor, the more blue skies and scenery. The more delightful,out-of-hazardous polluted in your mind.
If in ground level, here u're enough carbon-dioxiade to inhale. Huhu...and extra tiles to extend further down to the corner. Space to put ur lovy nursery,sparkling lantern to hang, four seaters lawn garden seat for hi-tea, or enough space for hanging a thousand lorries of your laundry.
A step outside of the sliding and sitting 3 inche near the railling of balcony, is nothing to do with suicide. Trust me. Is a feeling that u can quickiest no-shoulder-to-cry-on and trying empty the dizziness inside u. Do it and try it.
Once the complication with the housemate, run to balcony. Try to breath as many as you could, and look-up find for the brightest star and the blueish moon. (if on night time)
Perhap, the star will say "hi" to u, or the moon sing a rhyme for u..
For sunny day, drop of your tight cloth,loosen-up the zipped and button, sitting under the "warm" sun. It heal the anger and ur skin dispitely feel fresh!
theraphy?

no, its my less-demanding action when dizziness close on me and zero-cent spending. Normal theraphy, either keep self alone, coffee and toast, journey trilogy to be-read. Wooohooooo!

so how, still feel the balcony not usable??

Steve Jobs 7 principles

Principle One:

Do what you love. Jobs once said, “People with passion can change the world for the better.” Life is too short, he said, for living someone else’s dream. Don’t spend another minute doing something or working for someone who doesn’t inspire you to higher levels of achievement.
Principle Two:

Put a dent in the universe. Steve Jobs believed in the power of vision. He once asked then Pepsi President John Sculley, do you want to spend your life selling sugar water or do you want to change the world? Don’t lose sight of the big vision.
Principle Three:

Connect things. Steve Jobs once said creativity is connecting things. He meant that people with a broad set of life experiences can often see things that others miss. He said the Macintosh was great because the people working on it were artists, poets, and historians who could also understand computers. Don’t live in a bubble. Hire outside of your industry. Hire for attitude and creativity.
Principle Four:

Say no to 1,000 things. Steve Jobs said he was as proud of what Apple chose not to do as he was of what Apple did. In apple’s world, simplicity is the elimination of clutter. Anything that clutters the user experience is eliminated. That’s why there’s only one button on the front of an iPad or why there is no built-in keyboard on an iPhone. Apple’s products are popular because they are simple, elegant and easy to use. It all started with Steve Jobs asking, “what can we remove?”
Principle Five:

Create insanely different experiences. Steve Jobs created many product innovations, of course, but he also innovated around the customer service experience and I think it’s a part of his legacy that might not be fully appreciated. When Steve Jobs first came with the concept for the Apple Stores he said they would be different because instead of just moving boxes, the stores would enrich lives. Everything about the experience you have when you walk into an Apple store is intended to enrich your life and to create an emotional connection between you and the Apple brand. What are you doing to enrich the lives of your customers?
Principle Six:

Master the message. You can have the greatest idea in the world but if you can’t communicate your ideas, it doesn’t matter. Steve Jobs was the world’s greatest corporate storyteller. Instead of simply delivering a presentation like most people do, he informed, he educated, he inspired and he entertained, all in one presentation. Thank goodness YouTube has captured all of his presentations. Don’t give another presentation without watching Steve Jobs introduce the iPhone in 2007. You’ll never give a presentation the same way again.
Principle Seven:

Sell dreams, not products. Steve Jobs captured our imagination because he really understood his customer. In 1997, when Apple was close to bankruptcy, Steve Jobs said he would reduce the number of products Apple sold to satisfy the needs of their core customers. At the time, he said, “some people think you’ve got to be crazy to buy a mac, but in that craziness we genius and those are the people we’re making tools for.” Your customers don’t care about your product. They care about themselves, their hopes, their ambitions. Steve jobs taught us that if you help your customers reach their dreams, you’ll win them over.

condolences to Steve family and for their lost.

Campuslife no more, but the status STUDENT still!

campuslife? mmm, i passed it a long long while ago. And undergo succeed with Diploma Cert. in Tourism Mgt. Willing to continue, but as my path didnt get enough effort, i rather be "in career mission". Woohhoo... another thrill.

Start 2004, i begin my career. Of course (deep inside),the jelousy of others fren still enjoyed with campuslife, i disputed and "nawaitu"...i will grab the same "b.a" cert oneday.

And here i am. 2006, continued the student status again - outside campus + worklife + the shitting life-hardcore individually. Haha.....

u cant run. Face it.

its totally less 80% to set-up my mind for both need. Books + Boss.

Wow!

and the entire second year chapter 2007, the GPA going low and low.

freak! frust! and mourning. WTF...

Previous, campuslife, u can lean on others notes,methods,hint,but ... be an outside campuslife, its all INDEPENDENCE.... like indipen"dance" ha ha. But the spirit never less.

Seeing others career begin with more higher qualifications, i tried to POKE back the inner-self to continue the chapter.

and with the lower credits in semester Jan 2010, i waved the hassle and starting the year 2011 with next paper. And, alhamdullillah, two paper i had to carry this semester. And wishing the successful may shared with my beloved person, my pillowmate now.

"i am not beautiful, but i am brain-full"

May all what i want, i need, i prepare end with good one.

nothing more i imagine, Master ... phd .... and became one of generator for tourism industry.

Bless me ya allah.

we're moved... no turning back

haha..sound like very upset or so vulnerable feeling that one-life-time decision.

We're not changing status / we're not breaking any hearts.

Currently, and NOW, i'm seating on my new chair and my new workplace. Located in Putrajaya,

Presint 5.

P.U.T.R.A.J.A.Y.A here i come!

we made it. Three days so far ~ we're good. Not so isolated like we're imagined.

For the old building at PWTC, we're closed operating. Completed moved to Putrajaya start 26Sept 2011.

May the rest of my "career life" ends with the good one. Amin.

AK webpage

Dillema? dillusion?

ha ha, a few changing of me in passing 2011. Realized or not, i didnt BROWSED to AIRASIA webpage nearly about 1 month. I guess starting last Ramadhan. Was it a big surprise or its a delightful of Ramadhan?Normally, WAJIB ku scroll web ni beside MUDAH.MY. Tapi, ntah....

(blink,blink - slap my face!)

another thing, i didnt buy a DVD as i'm one of the movie-holic (create a word). Gosh.

Miracle. Am i? goodness. Thanks. This is a good changing to forward as a good economical nations. Hehe

Yup, fasting in certain issue or subject is GOOD to apply. Money come first. But, dun put away the happiness. Me and my Army went to Singapore,Bali, Mumbai, Hat Yai, Kuantan, Kelantan.

Plus minus, either its a work/duty/journey passed, we appreciate the time Allah swt gave to us. Syukur.

We had 1 more redeem AK carrier to our colleague wedding in Labuan next november and 1 more to singapore "shopping spree" on December. Drive/flight?

We have to focus BIG game that we throw the money, in this end of Oct. Wow. Lets gambling cayang!

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bless our journey, amin.

8/9/2011 - 8th Syawal

Four box each. We're ready to move.

Two days passed for the after Hari Raya............ among us, shared story. For newly married, the storyline was absolutely exhilarating.Meanwhile, due to the date of moving to Putrajaya, i felt still unfinished story. The question - How its gonna be. My housemate aka my husband, refused / trying to ignore as he is not prepare yet what is AHEAD will be. I also stil "blur".Its gonna take long shot.

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  new neighbourhood


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  new town


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  new road to drive

But, there must be over-path or not turnover conjunction in making decision. What to be made / planned, GOD with us. Amin. Blessed. We're tough enough to roaming ourselve in other people country, WHY cant we roamed in same town? The question need to be answer. Remember when the days past, i used to follow the instinct in making decision. Alone. And with all willing PLUS guts, i manage to get a place to stay/eat/shelters. Making friend, change the town, its not easy. Just belief. The trust my parent gave, i survived until now. There no others "hatch" place to forget, just a word "MOVE-ON" jived the situation.

this what i bought for today............ try to get soft-toy. So i can cuddle them. But where to find?

small-business..... tote dinner bags, selling as low as RM45 each. Thailand made..... nice!

While clearing my drawer, i found this book. Didnt read ever since. So, lets start reading :)

syawal

Journey of my Syawal.

How its gonna be......................................... (will be continue later)

iftar season

A few things happen after and before iftar time keep u locked from did some foolish work.

** Everyday, my husband driving patiencely from home to PWTC. The weather play the mood. Argghh, pray for the best, day Shiny ONLY pleaseeee **

** if my mum coming to KL, we drove back to Sri rampai...mm, guess what for this week? roti jala in the house!! :) yeay

** fill the time with collectables accessories, reading books (mm..i didnt do this time) or tuning on favourite FMhz while stuck in traffic jam.

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......

Sabar, sabar, sabar

to plan,planning and planned

present,past,future
Presently, as today, Monday and i begin my day with normal routine. Open my butterfleet blog as i wanna updat ethe upcoming SALES webbies and the current news update from my beloved blogger. Click clck click ~ only news of MLS our company update from my husband, news iftar from my cousin Sarah and lovable cake baker, Kak Whiz.

At 9,my collegue Sharmi and Abg Wan ask me to handle a small meeting for Eid-Mubarak celebration + farewell for PWTC office. Sob sob :,( since my service, this are the third time shifted. 1.placed in KLIA 2. PWTC and 3. Putrajaya. Damn historical huh?

meeting end after 20 minutes. Collection will be made RM20 each. Date: 23rd sept.

10.30am, i started clicking "new topic" for starting new folder of my own blog. But before that, thinking of snap some shot "how my eyes catch on glass" (coz i plan of new eyeglass)

(freetime pose.... not modelling of any brand eyeglass...hehe)

Before or in the past, on 13 Aug my closest BFF and BFNF (u ols know what it mean) gathered together to Yam & Yazid super celebs house at Aman Heights.

Nice house. Really adore. Hidden but breezy. Makan2,chitchat, unforgotten birthday girl for that night, Azealea and plus,we did enjoy the night after iftar with Badminton Championship for world cup as malaysia Vs China. Unlucky, we loose. Two juniors twin brothers - Alee & Adam cheering our evening.

8 Days - in future more to go for hari raya. I conclude that, this Ramadhan bring a lot of meaning for me. As how the other new couple goes, patience + belief + instinct + hikmah play along, good ending in every way, Insyallah. Allah wont hurt the Ummah as long as the Ummah didnt hurt among themselve or pray to him. Subhanallah.

END

Apron

Hell kitchen, Master cook chef, iron-chef and all others around the world cuisine and the TV programmes, who may lead? :

who wear the apron?

answer : guys
who be the judge?

Answer : Guy - mostly

who the participant?

Answer : guys

when the thing incommon becoming more common, what shall we say (the ladies)?

breathing calmly. Didnt we?

photo above : the reluctant gourmet

photo above : superwomen? super lady? super mak?

photo above : manny in the house!

two hands, two love

sluttered my heart

Anyhow, any says, any thought, any act. If u're planning in good way, it will turn good. But, not all like that. Maybe GOD punish us for the last sins we did, then the judgemental "YOUR LIFE WILL BE RUING F.O.R.E.V.E.R"

(from up above GOD yell to his human)
We have to fit our owns guts,energy,drama to suit the empytiness / uncalm situation.

* gosh *

Sometimes, when u are feel uncomfortable, sad, moody or stressed,we might solving it in our own way to calm it down. (This may a thoughtful of age 21 above) but, its depend. Sometimes, we no need to speak what we think. Just by touch, treatment, we may SAY it. And, nevertheless,what gain now, doesn't mean u achieve now. In present.

hmmmmm~

(jew product? i dun give a damn. I just need a TASTE of coffee. is it wrong? )

ticking clock

Ramadhan, timing cant run even fast as we wish for. The quickess we need, the longer hunger we face. Like some other people, doing or creating some unusual character / or do some in routine should or MUST do :) as per photo below, my cousee madhar do his new routine as "father" for lullaby his lovely daughter,Batrisya. Syyysshhh.... ZzZzZ (love the way she sleep...cute thou)

And me, bought lot of novel especially "little black dress" collection for a low low price. RM4 each. Arent they damn cheap? coz the "sell & rent bookstore" up on 4th floor was going on sale...the owner said, they will close soon - relocation somewhere around sri kembangan. Whre the hell, i dun know.

greedily,i bought 12 pcs....6 at home, balance (title as below) in office. I should full-fill ramadhan with less-sin-work. Am i? ha ha, and only 5% of the total books, i gone through. Maybe more reading on summer holiday, vacations, or Starbuck alley where i can feel the walk-side is slightly seems 7th avenue (uuppsss) ha ha

Imsak & Berbuka

buffet? bazar ramadhan? invited?booking seat? or cooking...... its our own choice. 30 days of holy month Ramadhan. The best part, u keep hunger till late sunset, and went for solah terawih (if rajin too). Its all about food and location. Where? When?

1. Home / sri rampai

2. home / Sate Samuri Kajang

3. home / Desa Pandan

4. Home / Rumah - bazar pasar muhibbah

5. Home / Penang, rumah Kak as

6. Rumah mak / rumah Mak, alor merah

7. Rumah Mak / Satay Jalan Peel

8. Home / Rumah Along kak ayu

9. Tak sahur / Desa Pandan

velvetish my day passed

(they looked lovely arent they? great scene "save-the-date" was located at Kuantan for both newly bride-to-be Ismi & Lovely azimah)

Milk-a-deal, and the deal is on. Huhu, i did bought this coupon which i think auite reasonable price. 6 cuppies of medium size just RM15. Blogger is from Ampang, near carrefour. http://www.ymsweetcupcake.blogspot.com/.

( photo taken as we're in rushing and furiously drove back to penang attend griefing for my family members in-law. I'm suppost not to smile aite? sigh. grief grief..~ )